Me want the world's thinnest notebook. MacBook Air.
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Friday, January 18, 2008
11:12:00 PM
I just discovered this website that shows almost ALL TV shows [yes, with complete season. YES INCLUDING ALL DAMNED EPISODE YOU MISSED], Anime, cartoon, movies you can think of. You don't have to download it to you PC or pay some bumbay Php50 for a pirated copy of whatever. Everything's free weee! :) They have the latest movies. They have Sweeney Todd AND JUNO AND PS I love you AND Enchanted already. Sweet sweet sweeeeet find for "pirated deprived" people like me :D
I'm going bonkers. They have all 4 seasons of House, MD!! I've been trying to download three seasons through torrent for almost three months already and it hasn't even completed 30%. They also have Gossip Girls, Prison Break, 24, Numb3rs, Californication, OTH, Heroes, Hanna Montana, Sailormoon, Cardcaptor Sakura.. Just go check it out I am absolutely freaked out :D :D :D
I'm happy I accidentally discovered the site. We must be destined for each other. Woohooo! Thanks to Adam Brody for pointing me to the right direction :D
PS
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAK!! ♥
You're still a teen to me hehe don't worry :p And yes, that is you. And yes.. I don't have a better pic of you I am sorry! I'll give you a kiss mwaaa xoxo! :*
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Monday, January 14, 2008
1:10:00 AM
I loaded my sem with 4 major subjects and 1 general subject. Don't know if I'm going to survive. I just had a very easy sem and now I think I am super student. I almost got straight A's. I am thankful. But it's so fucked up that I feel very confident that I will fly when I jump off the plane. I know I won't even if I was a bird. Damn.. I like making things hard for myself. I don't even think it's the 'challenging myself' idea that makes me do it. I can look at it that way but I know it's not like that. It has never been that. I make things harder for myself because I like the stress. WHOA. I like feeling busy. I like the pressure. I like the anticipation. The rush. I always leave things to the last minute because of that rush. And the success [if it ever comes haha] that comes with that rush, that stress.
But I wish I can change myself. I wish I can stop being like this. I wish I can stop acting like I think so highly of myself when inside I always doubt myself. I tell myself it's going to be a breeze but at the back of my mind I KNOW I'm going to get toasted. When will I ever learn! I thought Ateneo thought me a lesson already! ARGH I hate it when things get into my head gadamet.
I wonder what life would be if I wasn't like this. I keep on wanting this stress fixation when actually I can't handle the responsibility it comes with. I know I'm not ready yet. I know I'm not ready.
I can't believe I [kinda] WANT stress. I can't believe it! I am weird I scare myself.
I think I'm going to drop a subject and take it easy. School starts today. Work study also starts today. Can't wait to get this sem over with and go home.
Happy Holidays everyone! Mas vale tarde que nunca! :D |