Saturday, June 30, 2007
7:51:00 PM
Yahoo! News says the moon moves 1.5 inches away from the earth every year.
Good bye mooooooon.. Goooooood byyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee.. [Note: Sing in Sound of Music's Von Trapp family 'good bye' tune please]
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
8:45:00 PM
WARNING USELESS RANT WARNING WARNING!You know my curls? They're slowly dying I am so sad!! The fucking curls cost me A LOT!! And they live for just 2 months?? This cannot be happening! I will put a lot of Curls Rock leave on moisturizer to revive them curls/waves!! Graaaaah! :( I bet this is Dunkin's TieYourHairUpOrElse rule's fault :(
Hey.. I don't think anybody else but Juju saw me in my curls! Hrm.. Has anybody seen my lovely [in my opinion] curls? No? Aww.. And people I know never even saw them curlies! Now I'm much sad more :(
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7:08:00 PM
I just realized that dancing is sooooo sensual. I was watching Jesse and Pasha dance in So You Think You Can Dance and my jaw dropped they were goooood.. Too bad Jesse got booted.
I talk as if I'm such a fan of the show. Heck. It's the first time I've seen it. Hahahaha.
Goal in life: Learn to dance.
Oh my goodness. What did I just say? Is this midlife crisis I'm experiencing?? *_*
Nooooo.. I'm getting oooold.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
11:16:00 AM
Forgive the very malabo intro :DI always thought I was the selfish, antisocial, unsentimental in the family. When everyone's -- all my cousins I mean -- busy buying Mother's day gifts, making farewell cards to Aunties/Uncles, or just simply bonding with them auntsunclescousins, I'm always the one who's 'asleep', 'on the computer', or to simply put it: 'the others'. I admit I made a few of those 'I'm gonna miss you *insert millions of sad faces*' cards but just because my mother [or probably an aunt] told me to do so. What's a twelve year old to do. When I got older, I refused to do such melancholic cards, and other god be damned letters.
I'm not really against them cards. I think I'm just a very lazy person. And that I feel writing such cards are inappropriate. Why? Because. Because you can't force 'I'm gonna miss you' out of your system if you're not really going to miss the person. Not that I won't miss my aunts and all.. But.. it's just going to be harder to let go if you give them such shit. It's not as if they're going to Siberia and you won't hear from them any decade soon. I'm so cold hearted hehe :)
What i do think is highly needed a must required appropriate is a thank you card/note. Whats ironic is that they don't deem it needed, to give a personal note when they thank people. I mean, hello, some busy person has gone out of their routine to buy a gift for you. Or maybe someone has canceled an appointment to be at your party. Or maybe someone has not eaten for a week just to buy you a present. Receiving so many gifts does not entitle you to forget about that personally crocheted beanie someone gave your baby. Or that baby tub you didn't like that much because you received 2 other more fabulous tubs.
What am I talking about anyway. You see, my Aunt had a baby shower 2-3 weeks ago. She received A LOT of gifts. Their Expedition [which is a big car/truck] was full of gifts when we went home. There were also some that were mailed to our house after the shower. The gifts just kept on coming. There was even this one gift from a certain 'Ate Lina' that came through mail a week after the shower. We didn't know any Ate Linas haha!
Out of formalities, I guess, they asked me to do a birth announcement card to tell the whole world the baby has come to greet them with a smile, and a little penis. And so I do. But the aunt tells me she also needs a thank you card and we shall print it at the back of the birth announcement so we save trees. And so I do. I make a blank layout so she could write her thank you hullabaloos. But my uncle presents his idea of printing the birth announcement on photo paper because he has photo paper. So we can save money. So I say okay because I am only a child. I fixed the layout so everything will fit in his photopaper and tried printing one. It looked good to me, and to the father, and to the mother, and to two of my other Aunts. But. When I was about to print the thank you blah, I realized I can't print on the back part because it had 'epson' across the page. So I told the Aunt who needed the cards, and I told my father, and I told the Uncle about the 'problem'. The father said 'Let's just go to Staples and buy a rim of blank 4x6 cards so we can print on both sides.' The uncle said 'Let's just print the other card on a separate photo paper.' The aunt said nothing. I didn't like the idea of printing on a separate card because it defied the original idea of saving trees.
So. The father asked me to call the Aunt and ask if she wants us to go to Staples or not. But before I could ask her, my uncle called me to tell me that my other aunt told him that I NEEDED input on the cards I was making. I certainly did not. I was doing pretty fine. So I tell him 'No, not really, just the Auntie's thank you speech actually.' Then he tells me 'Okay Imma email it to you.' Then I say 'Oh no it's okay, I'll wait for her or I can do it.' Then he says 'Okay I'll email it later.' Then I say 'Huh? Uh.. Okay?'
Now I am lazy to type.
To make the story short.. The personalized thank you note? Scratched. The layout I made? 3/4 scratched. The birth announcement card I made? Half scratched. Yes, the Uncle re-layout EVERYTHING. The only part of the birth announcement that was mine was the background just because he didn't know how to use photoshop. He even changed the color of the fonts! He put flaming hot red and purple against a baby blue background. What the fuck is the color coordination of that. Flaming hot is in no way near the frequency of baby blue. How dare he. The nerve. He is so baduy. Now it looks like an advertisement. Godamnputa.
But what boils my nerves really is the friggin generic thank you he put. Instead of personalizing the thank you, he puts a very cold 'Thank you for all your prayers and support.' What appreciation you bestow on the gift givers with a friggin SENTENCE. Wow.. WOW..
Now I just tell myself 'This is for the trees. This is for the trees.' If
we they didn't fully appreciate the humans who gave them friggin gifts, atleast we saved some trees.
And I thought I was the cold one.
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
7:34:00 PM
'How can I encourage earthworms to move in my garden?' is a very silly question. Read it in yahoo! answers dot com :) Answering questions in yahoo! answers is a queer past time of mine. Sharing.
The past few weeks were 'busy' for me. Or maybe I just feel that way because I never really feel the weekends. I have work, boo.. Or maybe because I have a
new cousin :D
**Forgive the blurry images. My hands shook with excitement. Plus flash wasn't allowed. Not that I wanted to use a flash in the first place. But. Yeah. The pics are blurry weeee!
His name is Dean. Son of my mother's sister. He was born 11 pm on Father's day, June 17 [June 16 and 17 are such zignificant dates to my family. Zignificant, yes.]. His dad had the chance to experience father's day for an hour hehe yay! :)I will baby sit him when he gets a little older. I'm very excited!! I want to teach him a lot of things he will need to survive life. Like making little bola bola, planting monggo, giving and sharing, playing chinese jack stones, sewing pillows, and hugging koala style. Also, how to ask mama and papa for a new toy/sister hehe, how not to be a jerk when he grows up, and a whole lot more!! I really am soooo very much excited! :) I realllllllllly am :) I feel like I will be an Ate for the first time :)
Finally something/someone that makes me happy [I didn't cry in mass today!! First time since I got here, wow what improvement :)] that's/who's not millions of miles away from me.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
12:46:00 AM
I was reading my archives in my orig blog and I found this:
I was just searching for some songs when I accidentaly came across this Xanga that mentioned someone I know. Knowing me, I usually read EVERYTHING when I find people's blogs. Soo.. I went through her archives and got a little shocked, haha. Ganun pala buhay niya dati noong kasama siya.Wala lang..Nalaman ko lang ang tungkol sa mga past lives nila with a single click. 2004 to present. Nasilip ko lang naman. Pero.. so much power these blogs. Wala lang uli. Ngayon ko lang kasi naisip na kapag meron kang blog, you really are just letting people read your life. You're letting them feel some emotions you were currently feeling. You're letting them get to know you without your solid permission. Readers don't need to ask for your consent.. Once you post something, it's open for everyone to read. So.. So.. Maybe I should stop blogging.Joke :PI don't know. One day, someone might have all the time in the world to read my archives and know parts of me, know memories I have already forgotten, etceteraaa..Wala lang talaga :)Yikee, ****, may chicks ka pala dati ah! *** pala pangalan nya ah! Hahahaha, yikeeeeeee :PKita mo yan. One hour ago, hindi ko alam yan. But. Thanks to google, nalaman ko. Ampangit..
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I completely forgot about this post, or this thought. But now it's coming back. I'm considering it again. Closing this blog, and all my other blogs in the WWW.
In truth, I don't want to.. Because I like rambling stuff for myself, and I like writing down memories. Typing is just easier than writing in a journal or a diary or whatever fuck the what. Okay I digress everything that I said.
I will NEVER close down any blog. Maybe let it float and update some whenever I want to like what I do now. Blogs are part of who I am, and what I like. This is one thing I cannot change.
I don't care about whoever's judgment.
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12:03:00 AM
Remind yourself that they are the ones who will hold you still.
My thoughts exploding in thousands of pieces.
When you notice yourself as something more than just a reflection you'll see it's not me I guess I'm trying to say, I know it's not love but I've been trying I've been trying to let you know so come close, this is who we are come on, you can show yourself so come close, this is who we are come on, you can be yourself again.
It looks so beautiful when I know it's not love.
Toodey I am very sad upset hurt disappointed hurt hurt hurt hurt hurttttttt.. I don't want to elaborate anymore :'( :'( :'( Don't ask.EDIT JUNE 10, 10am: It's all good :) Don't ask.
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