Tuesday, January 30, 2007
2:12:00 AM
I'VE BECOME LIKE SOMEONE I HATED [no not jake] WITHOUT NOTICING IT SHIT I HATE I HATE I FEEL SO BAD I WASN'T EVEN AWARE I WAS AM HURTING YOU :( :( :( I AM SO SORRY I THOUGHT I HANDLED OUR SITUATION FINE AND I THOUGHT THINK YOU WERE DOING FINE SINCE YOU SHOWED ARE SHOWING ME YOU WERE ARE DOING FINE BUT THEN YOU WERE ARE JUST PRETENDING TO BE FINE OHSHIT EVERYTHING IS JUST A FACADE I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T DONT MEAN TO HURT YOU MAYBE I MISINTERPRETED YOU OR YOU MISINTERPRETED ME OR WE BOTH MISINTERPRETED EACH OTHER MYGAD NOW I'M SO ASHAMED I THINK I CAN'T FACE YOU ANYMORE FUUUCK I'LL TRY TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU I'M SO SORRY SORRY SORRY JUST DIDN'T DON'T WANT YOU TO EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO DISAPPOINT YOU SORRY BECAUSE I THOUGHT AND STILL THINK THAT IF I CONTINUED TO BE WHATEVER NEVERMIND BOTTOMLINE IS I REALIZED JUST NOW THAT I'VE BEEN UNFAIR TO YOU AND TO OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL FAVORING [i admit] ONE OVER EVERYONE ELSE I'M SO SORRY NOW I REALIZE AGAIN THAT WHAT I'M DOING NOW ISN'T EXACTLY WHAT I ENVISIONED MYSELF DOING HWOOOOOOH ANG SAMA KONG TAO
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I'm sorry Lord.
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