el inculto.

less is more.

2008-05-25T13:47:00.000-07:00

Good morning, everyone! Forgive me for less updates. I am up in the mountains and internet access is scarce. Will hopefully start updating soon. For now, here's a picture of what I've been up to.

Ahhhhh, yes. This is the life :) :) :)

thanks.

2008-05-12T22:39:00.000-07:00

Finished packing my pasalubongs. Two bags of just pasalubong! I don't have room for my clothes, man! I hope my clothes fit in my hand carry!! Hubad na lang ako. Haha.

Feeling a bit sick. Have my wisdom tooth coming out, it hurts like ass! :(

Alright guys, see you in a bit ;)

PS my Globe line is cut because of overdue charges HARHAR what's new! So, sorry, no texting for me.

mamimamami.

2008-05-11T21:09:00.000-07:00

Juuuust wanna greet all the mothers and mother figures (i.e. ME haha) out there:

♥HAPPY MAMA DAAAAY! :)

MwAhHhHugGggGgzZZzzZ to all of yoooou! ♥♥

SHIT.

2008-05-10T22:59:00.001-07:00

SHIT. I'm having troubles checking in online. Could it be that they canceled my flight because I failed to confirm 72hrs prior? SHIT!!!!

PANIC ME FUCK.

It's 2am here, all the offices are closed. DAMN. Napaparanoid na talaga ako -- PANO KUNG HINDI AKO MAKAUWI?! Tanginaaa.. Di na ako makatulog huhu! I have work pa tomorrowat 9am and on Monday, too GAH the pressure grabeeer. HUHU I just hope my reservation wasn't cancelled :(
***
The Wii is great, and VERY FUNNY . My aunts are having a lot of fun playing boxing godamnshit nakakatawa talaga sila panoorin hahaha intense na intense eh! :D And I rock Guitar Hero but suck in Cooking Mama! :(

That's it. Let's all hope my reservation is ok huhu! :(

bidjoo.

2008-05-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to look for hairstyles that would fit my face shape but I ended up watching random stuff on Videojug. I forgot about that awesome website haha. I most enjoy their love and sex section, it's decent and funny! HAHA. Alright I'll post one:

How To Hide An Unwanted Erection

HAHA Okay now you have tips, boys! :D Hahaha. But I didn't watch a lot of the love and sex videos because I have watched most of them before pa HAHA so instead, I watched a lot of cooking and dining etiquette videos @_@ How to Make Deviled Eggs, How to Eat a Mangosteen, How to Eat Soup Dumplings, How to Eat Oyster, How to Make Chicken Marsala, How to Make Cocktails, etc! :D Really a treasure trove, I love Videojug. They should pay me for advertising their site haha.

Okay so before I say goodbye and go to bed, here's one informational video woooohooo ♥sushisashimi:

How To Eat Sushi

Don't forget to check put Videojug! :p Karir na ang plug na ito hahaha.

Wish me luck, I have Spanish orals tomorrow :)

woohoo!

2008-05-07T21:08:00.000-07:00

So the packages have been pouring in: my orders from eBay haha. I'm still waiting for 9 more. But I got the Wii already!! So freakin' fast! I was just talking about it the other day right haha. Anyway, I can't wait to play when I get home in Bicol!!! :D :D :D I also bought Guitar Heros III: Legends of Rock haha yes kelangan buo haha and also Mario Kart. CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY! Fuck hahahaha. Me and my uncle might do a "test drive" before I go home sooo sana sya na mag-install I'm too lazzzy ass hehehe :D

I got a really good deal in eBay: Wii console with sensor bar, adapter, etc + 2 Wiimote + 2 controllers + 2 Wii steering wheels + 5 Wii Sports games + 9 Wii Play games + 1 Mario Kart game + 1 Cooking Mama game + 1 Guitar Hero III game with + 1 guitar + shipping = $576 only. If you get all that in I don't know Best Buy that would probably cost more than my flight home haha. If you convert it to peso, super mahal haha so to people who don't get pasalubongs SORRY I spent it on our Wii instead! You can play at our house na lang as consolation hehehe :D

Come on let's all go to Bicol and just play Wii the whole day!! :D I also bought Cranium and Taboo so we can play that too if you get fed up with the Wii :D Come on!! :D hahaha look at me inviting random people without asking permission from the old ones HAHA but yeahhh talaga GAME I'M SO EXCITED :D

PS Isn't the cat in the Wii box kinda cute and flufffy? :D hahaha

(THIEF I AM)

All pictures yoinked from random Flickr accounts

stainless.

2008-05-07T18:12:00.000-07:00

MAY BAGONG LIBRO NA BA SI BOB ONG?

Di ko alam kung lumabas na ehhh. I need to know! :D Di ko nafeel masyado yung Stainless Longganisa eh so baka yung 6th book okay :)

Maraming salamat.

EDIT Okay so I have confirmed that Bob Ong did release his 6th book July 2007. Wala man lang bang nagbasa nito? Haha wala talaga ako idea na may 6th book na @_@ /EDIT

peeping tom.

2008-05-07T01:54:00.000-07:00

"Despite the severed relationship, Cruise, 45, is in talks with Paramount to star in a fourth "Mission: Impossible" film." --yahoo movies

OH PLEASE pwede ba Tom Cruise, laos ka na nakakalbo ka na. You were great before, you were always one of my favorite actors listed in the surveys I took and the autograph books I signed but now, sorry I was mistaken, it was a lapse in judgment. Do something else pwede ba. Go dictate Katie drag her like a cave man or feed Suri to your alien comrades. Tama na please ang pagiging Ethan Hawk mo, panot ka na ehhh..

Mas lalong umiinit ulo ko.

Full article HERE.

EDIT Pansin nyo, my blog's becoming Perezhilton Jr hahaha. Must stop reading celebrity chismis. /EDIT

UPS.

2008-05-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

FUCK UPS. I've been quite happy with their services until now. I called them Thursday night to ask them about Cla's package. I had a very clear conversation with this customer service guy that I wouldn't be able to pick-up the package because one, the UPS store was in Seacaucus which is a far away place. Two, I don't drive. Three, nobody can drive me there -- they are only open M-F 8am to 5pm which is the same as my parents' office hours. So I told the guy that if it was possible, just have it REDELIVERED TO ME. And the guy said yeah sure OK. He said that he left a note to just give it to anyone who was at home. He said to expect it on Monday. So that was done. I even wished the fucking moron to have a fucking nice day.

Monday comes and no package was delivered. I thought I'll give them another day allowance. Then today I mean yesterday, Cla informs me that the package might be returned to the sender! So in panic, I called UPS and the fucking automated fucker machine doesn't understand the fucking tracking number I was saying so anyway I got hold of an agent and he tells me that the package has been resent to the sender!!! He tells me that UPS can't do anything about it because it's already in transit. FUCKING ASSHOLES THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO DELIVER IT TO ME AND THEY DIDN'T SO NOW I HAVE TO BEAR WITH THEIR IDIOCY. GAAAH!!!

FUCK UPS!

They also tell me that there is no record of me calling them on Thursday! FUCK THEM I can show them my bill and see that I called them twice that day! FUCKING ASSHOLES!

Never use UPS, I tell you. Use FedEx instead. I got Cla's order from Roxy just now, it was a breeze.

FUCK UPS!!!!

On a happier more worth the effort note, I finished my 7page paper, though it was only 5pages haha but anyway it's not about the length, it's the substance.

GAH I CAN'T GET OVER UPS. I will definitely file a complaint fucking wisecracks!

tagged by jevie.

2008-05-06T16:49:00.000-07:00

I just realized that I've never been tagged by anyone since I don't know when. Hahahaha. I guess that's cause I never actually do it! Haha I suck :D Anyway, I'm doing one now. Thanks Jevie for tagging me! :D Here goes:

Here are the rules:
Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.

THE 20
1. At what age do/did you wish to marry? DAMN first question and it's a hard one already. I want lots of kids but at the same time I want to establish myself first and have all my dreams come true. So, if I marry at 28, I don't think lots of kids will be possible. So.. Don't know yet but hopefully near my 30s na. Sex can wait! :p

2. What color do you like most? Don't have a definite one. I get attracted to tree green things or bright yellow stuff but don't really like them colors that much. I think I like red.

3. Have you ever shoplifted? Yes when I was about 6y/o, I fancied the price tag in some huge ass shoe shop in the US so I put it in my pocket. When we walked out of the store, KUMUSTA NAMAN, the freakin' alarm went off! KAKAHIYA. They had to search us and all, only to find that I "SHOPLIFTED" A PRICE TAG and that's why the alarm went off. What a smooth criminal I was, hahahaha.

4. What is your greatest fear? Don't know.. None? Haha. I mean, I can't consider cockraches as my greatest fear that's just baduy. HAHA.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most? All my fats URG

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do? You mean when I experience sadness? Yeah I eat, too.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most? Okaaay fine let's get cheesy -- my loved ones na rin. Haha.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? HAHA I've planned it already. I'm gonna text Joey fist, then call my dad then my mom. I know my mom will go berserk so I'll tell her personally and be ready to call 911 just in case she hyperventilates. As for the money, I'll spend some, invest most of it, donate some some, pay off all my parents and my credit card bills, too.

9. Which part of you that you love the most? None. Yeahhhh I'm ugly like that hahaha.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you: Hmm, I don't know Jevie that much but I can say that she's really friendly, really smart, and talented :)

11. How do you cope with boredom? Blog, bloghop. If no computer, I play Sims 2 or BubbleBoom in my phone.

12. What would you choose, money or love? Love. Didn't I just win $1 million?

13. Which type of person do you hate the most? Jake-type supot HAHA yeah I hate Jake. Je déteste Jake. Ich hasse Jake. Odio Jake. ジェイク嫌いです。Tangina ka Jake. 제이크 정말 싫어합니다. Я ненавижу Джейк. Ik heb een hekel aan Jake. 我恨杰克。I just said 'I hate Jake' in 10 languages.

14. What is your ambition? Lots! Too many to mention. Hahaha. MTM HAHA.

15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for? Wish I could have unlimited wishes hehe. One of them would be.. I wish all people could care about the earth! Help prevent Global Warming! Myanmar just had a cyclone, DO THEY HAVE CYCLONES IN MYANMAR? Polar bears are DROWNING! Mother earth needs help!

16. How did you celebrate new year? Drank grape juice, watched fireworks on TV and blew torotot like there was no tomorrow.

17. What book do you like the most? The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein :D

18. If your life is a song, what title best fit it? Across the Universe. Haha kidding, I have no idea.

19. What have you last learned? I learned that they eat rotten Shark in Iceland (Thank you Andrew Zimmerman's show!)

20. What are you craving for right now? Maltesers, still. And SHAWARMA. Gaaah shawarma breath♥ hahahaha.

I tag: Cla Cha Kikibird Vianx Dantes Esthelle Ruby Lorenzana and Viaaa

OKAY!!! I REALLY NEED TO START ON MY PAPER! I have 3hours to make a 7page paper! GAHHH!!! :D

should I buy 2?

2008-05-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

I will buy Gwen Stefani's LAMB. I found a cheap one at Marshall's! A big bottle for a small bottle's price. Can't get any better than that! :) And my mom likes it, too so maybe we could split haha but I'll use it :D Bwaha.

Sooo.. erm yeah. I will buy it soon before Marshall's runs out yay haha :)

I've been shopping for useless stuff lately!! >:(

***

Look at this:

SICKKKK. Who is this girl.

***

Still haven't started on my paper. Still haven't studied. GAH. Can't focus! Too excited about going home! Too excited about the Wii! Too excited about going to CWC! GAH.

Gotta focus.. But I'm getting sleepy :(

***

Why is Gwen's stuff so expensive? I can't afford Harajuku Lovers though I love love love the freakin overpriced line huhu. I want THIS WATCH.

90s

2008-05-04T22:00:00.000-07:00

90s baby ka ba?

* Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa.
- Mej. Pero yung tex ko eh mga anime -- Sailormoon, Zenki, Dragon Ball Z, Mortal Kombat. Tsaka yung mga Pog ko naman yung character sa Coke na parang caveman.

* May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yun.
- Korak kahit medyo di ko naintindihan sabi mo.

* Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.
- Dein.

* Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store.
- Haha oo pero di ako nahilig sa paper dolls.

* Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka.
- May pellet gun ako.

* Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store. Favorite mo yung Sonic, Mario at Street Fighter at Tetris.
- Dein.

* Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo.
- Gusto ko! Pero di ako marunong.

* Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay.
- HAHA mej! Yung akin cool eh may flowers sa gilid tapos yun yung umiilaw! :D haha

* Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay.
- Walang basketball fan samin eh.

* Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin.
- Haha oo!! Kaya nagkukunwaring tulog na para makatakas, pero maya maya eh totoo na talagang tulog na ahha.

* Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo.
- Pwede na rin.

* Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings. ( si Jolina ang nagpauso nito.)
- OH YES!! HAHAHAHA!!! Jolog!

* Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket.
- Dein. Nakikilaro lang ako sa pinsan ko. Inggit nga ako eh! Kasi pasalubong namin yun sa kanila tapos ako wala haha.

* Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na may bulak, alcohol at tinutusok ng karayom para mabilis manganak.
- HAHAHAHA!!! TAE OO!! Hahahahaha matagal bago ko narealize na hindi talaga sila nanganganak.

* May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles.
- Wala ko collection :( Lucky Me kami eh. Minsan lang Maggi.

* Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade.
- Dein.

* Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang.
- Oo pumupunta pa ako sa isang boutique para lang bumili ng mga 'to :D

* Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit.
- (Ang conscious naman sa pera ng survey na ito) Pinsan ko brick game inggit nanaman ako! Hahaha. Game Boy at yung may tubig sa loob yun lang meron ako. Wala ako Tamagotchi, ayaw ako bilhan ng Tatay ko huhu.

* Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom.
- Lagi ako late eh, so walang oras haha

* Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na "Liars go to hell" kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. "Cross my heart, hope to die" kapag nangangako ka. "Period no erase" kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na "Akin yung factory ng pambura".
-HAHAHAHA relate! :D

* Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming attachments like magnifying lens, book stand, compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze.
- Mga pinsan ko nanaman meron nito, ako wala! :( Yung kanila Hello Kitty pa haha inggit nanaman ako! Kaya ata ako naging bully eh, parang deprived ako! hahahaha.

* Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista.
- HAHA nung high school na kami gumanito. Trip! :D

* Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school.
- coolman? diba coleman? =)) -Onga Coleman eh. Haha. Oo ata :D

* Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo.
- Hindi. Teka parang oo pala, haha.

* Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.
- Di ako nahilig sa pager.

* Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon.
- 3210 di na malaki eh.

* Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo.
- Di ako nagkaron :(

* Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection.
- Nintendo, roller blades, Swatch, at isang troll na maliit hehe.

* Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: "Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi", "Anong paki mo sa long hair ko", "Dahil sa bawal na gamot", "Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko".
- Reprezent! :D

* Isa dito ay theme song mo: "I Swear" by All 4 One, "What's Up" by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What's goin on!), "Zombie" by Cranberries.
- Walaaa.. Dein.

* Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena.
- HAHAHA sumayaw hindi na ngayon! :D

* Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila.
- Fan talaga ako, may CD ako.

* Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands.
- Walaaaa dein :(

* Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands.
- Siguro. Di ako ruma-radyo.

* Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin.
- CD ako SOSYAL hahahaha.

* Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung "Heal the World", "Tell the World of His Love", "Jubilee Song", etc.
- Oh yes interpretative.

* Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo.
- OO haha nagaaway pa kung sino ang Pink Ranger hahahaha. Ako yung Water sa Captain Planet. Ninja Turtles di ako nahilig. Sailormoon oo! Ako yung hot na itim ang buhok ata.

* Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad.
- Batibot! 5 and Up! Pero hanggang ngayon LSS pa rin ako sa Hiraya manawari mga pangarap natin ating abutin

* Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku.
- Dragon Ball, oo.

* Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: "Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra...", "Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta...", "...Kontra Bulate!"
- Tato ni Ara Mina di totoo - yun lang.

* Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: "Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman... Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman.."
- Sailormoon lang.

* Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedi. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats.
- Haha nagiging topic pa rin namin ito sa usapan ngayon.

* Alam mo din yung "Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa" with Camille Prats and Angelica Panganiban.
- "Alam mo Nika, kung ganiyan kaaaa, hindi ka magiging masayaaaa." HAHA RACHEEE!! :D

* Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.
- Di masyado..

* Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena.
- Haha hindi eh.

* Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na "ATBP.": Isa.. dalawa-tatlo.. apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu... labingisa-labingdalawa... labingtatlo... labingapat-labinglima...
- Yes yes.

* Napanood mo ang Batang X.
- Oo pero nung matanda na ako. Alam ko yung kanta. Batang X batang batang batang X. Yung part lang na yun haha.

* Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar.
- Sabay kami nila Mama! Tsaka Chabelita, Rosalinda, Monica Brava.

* Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: "Okay Ka Fairy Ko", "Oki Doki Doc", "Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata", "Palibhasa Lalake", "Ober da Bakod", at "Home Along Da Riles".
- Lahat na!

* Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga sya mang-api kay Mara.
- Dein. K lang. hashahaha.

* Pinanood mo din yung "Villa Quintana", "Esperanza", "Anakarenina" atbp.
- Anakarenina lang.

* Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin.
- RICO AND CLAUDINE FOREVER!!!!!!! ♥ RICO I LAB U.

* Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: "Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He's so cute! Sabi niya I'm pretty kaya lang I'm fat."
- Alam ko 'to di ko lang matandaan lyrics. For sure Patrick Garcia ito.

* Kinakanta mo yung "Thank God it's Sabado, pati na rin Linggo..." at "Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy".
- Oo haha.

* Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay.
- Ngek blooper.

* Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology.
- Di ko alam. Alam ko yung I love you virus.

* Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo.
- Di ko din alam. Tulog pa siguro ako haha.

* Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies.
- Di ako nanood nun.

* Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na "Goodbye, England's Rose."
- Oo galing kami sa bday party ng pinsan ko :(

* Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay.
- Oo naman.

* Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. Haha.
- HAHA fan lang ehhh :D Hahaha.

graa sayang.

2008-05-04T19:44:00.000-07:00

I'm bidding for a Wii 2-player bundle. Wish me lots of luck!!! DAMN I AM SUPER TENSED! Haha. Bidding ends in 7minutes gaaah I might go crazy! Hahaha.

For tomorrow, I have 2papers due and I have also finals/long test not really sure what it is. The paper, one is half done but the other one, a 7-page paper, I haven't started yet! @_@ WISH ME LUCK.

GAAAHHH :(

Talo ako sa Wii!! :(

thanks for the sucky memory.

2008-05-01T19:29:00.001-07:00

FUCK.

I am SUPER DUPER forgetful! :( I was supposed to bid on an 80gb brand new Zune with free shipping but completely forgot about it when I came home!! :( :( :( It was only $218!! SAYANG TALAGAAA!! :( Now I'm bidding for the same thing for $220 + $10 shipping BOOOO :( SAYANG! Original price is $250. Halos pareho na rin huhu SAYANG FOREVER KAINIS! :(

GRRRRRGRGGG..

No use crying over spilled milk. GOT TO MOVE ON. But it sucks talaga huhu.

by the way.

2008-04-29T15:53:00.000-07:00

WE FOUND FREAKIN' DANDELIONS AT THE RETREAT!! :D ♥♥♥

GAAAHHHHH!!! :D :D :D

Was I a happy kid :D :D :D I went crazy for them! I tried saving some for home haha I wanted to plant them weeds hahahaha but when I was about to pick out some new ones before we went home, the wind has fuckin blown them all away :( I just found one that was already half dead :( Aww.. But anyway I was EXTREMELY HAPPY! :D It's been a dreaaam, yo! I see those kids blowing dandelions on TV and in books and I've been wanting to see one ever since I can remember.

Once, in grade school (methinks 4th grade but I can be wrong), I saw weeds/flowers that look exactly like dandelions! I was with a friend or a classmate whatever and I ran to the patch of 'dandelions' screaming "DANDELIOOOONSSSS!!!" with so much glee and my friend ran with me and I grabbed one and I huffed and puffed and huuuuuffffed and puuuufffed on it like a big bad wolf but my heart broke because it couldn't be blown awayyyyy :( Ever since then whenever I would see those dandelion look-alike I would still try to blow on them and secretly hope the 'seeds' would float away into the air and shit.

So, that's why when I saw those freakin' balls of air glowing and looking at me gaaah i went crazyyyy hahahaa! I ran and got one and blew it instantly and WAAAH wowww happppyyyy :) :) :) On our way back from the beach, I picked a few more I had a bouquet of dandelions hehe not too many just around 8 dandelions. Gless and Philip and Jessica gave me some dandelions to blow, too :D

It was weird to the people I was with that I've never seen a dandelion, haha. Makes you realize how much things you take for granted just because you see them everyday. Like cherry blossoms planted all over our campus here. Oh my, they're lovely! They're all white when they blossom but turn pink after like a week I think. Every time I pass by the library, I would walk slowly just to smell the cherry blossoms haha. Sharing :D

Well anyway..

I LOVE DANDELIONS. They look like fireworks to me! HAHAHA :D

While I was looking for pictures to post here, I saw these interesting and beautiful pictures on flickr:

Dandelion head! :D Soo cute! :)

Look at the size of that dandelion compared to the little girl blowing it. The dandelions I saw were just as big as my nose. I wanna see enormous dandelions, too! :)

This is a hedgehog with a yellow dandelion!! :D Cuuuteeeee! :3 Also, I can kinda relate the hedgehog to a dandelion. Hahaha. Don't know if you can see it.

Sunset makes dandelions glow! :D

♥

I better start with my paper haha okay good night! :)

kickoff.

2008-04-28T14:44:00.000-07:00

LONG POST AHEAD:

Hello, hello! I'm back from the retreat! I had fun -- I haven't had that much of laughter in months. I realized a lot of stuff about culture differences, beliefs and other shit. I learned about conflict mediation. I also learned that I am entitled to my emotions (I never quite got that), and the importance of validating my emotions. Overall, it was very fruitful for me :) I started to bond with a few people in the retreat and that was the most wonderful feeling.

I mean, after a year [yes folks, I've been imprisoned for a year (April 25) already could you believe that] of being very aloof but civil with the people I work with (they're also my org/club-mates), I realized that I needed friends after all haha. I've always thought that I won't need anybody to talk to here and I would be fine fine fine. I was (sometimes I still am) convinced that I had no issues in my life. And if I had some, they weren't worth talking about/sharing/dealing with because compared to the issues other people had, my 'issues' were completely nil, nada, absolutely worth nothing. I diminish myself and my problems for fear that people would judge me as 'shallow' just like what I would honestly do to some people who share their 'problems' to me about their 'failing grades' even though they have a GPA/QPI of an almost perfect 4: oh puh-lease [see, I'm doing it now!! Belittling their 'problem' because I don't see that as a problem. I have to say that I become very judgmental when it comes to pretentious people, but I do try not to be judgmental].

This retreat, I actually still had no intentions of sharing what I am going through, what my life is like, and basically just who I am but unfortunately I have shared a couple of new information about myself during a game of Black Jack. So, the second night of the retreat, surprisingly, this person asked me about 'my boy' HAHA. This person completely caught me off-guard and the next thing I know I was bawling weeping wailing sobbing all that shit. I shared almost half of my life already all in maybe an hour HAHA. I'm exaggerating but I've shared quite a bit of my life, more than what I think is ok for people (people I don't really know yet) to know. I guess I've been keeping to myself in such a long time (1 year, yo!) that the minute someone asked me the littlest thing about my life even if it didn't require any long answer I was unconsciously ready to rant my brains out. And they would get stunned: poor thing! I kinda feel bad for them that they had to listen to a very unexpected purging haha. Anyway.

I think I'm afraid of sharing because I am from a different culture, and I have different values and perceptions. Even when I was in the Philippines, I still consider my views in life very idealistic and different from others but at least my friends there understand where I am coming from because even though not everyone is as WWJD/AMDG-obsessive* as I am (hahahaha laugh all you want), or as activist mode as I am, they are still instilled with the basic principles I believe in (i.e. giving, valuing and respecting parents, justice and equality, believing in the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit (or a higher being), etc.). Whereas the culture here, as I have observed from the people I deal with everyday, is more centered on valuing the self, and taking actions on what is good for the self. There's nothing wrong with that, in fact I believe that, too, but I don't choose to live that way. What I'm saying is, if I share I may be misinterpreted and be judged (judging others is very easy and almost automatic to everyone) as someone I am not, or be told silly. What I'm saying is, I'm afraid they may not be as open as I am to understanding another culture. But I was thankfully proven wrong by two (three if I count Sherry) people in the retreat yay! :)

I don't regret sharing, and opening up. I'm really glad, actually, to have shared more than a 'funny comment' with them. I didn't plan to, but plans suck anyway haha. It felt really good to bond with people who actually respond haha (been talking to my "furry friends" for a while now hahahahhaaa schizo much). They reaffirmed things that were on my mind for a long time and I kinda needed that becausethough I will soon be going home, I'm getting a bit depressed again. I didn't explain my whole weird unselfish belief system occult (hahahaha) because I know that would gobble up too much time to explain and also it would be too hard to fathom haha (it was 3 in the morning brains don't work normally at 3 in the morning).

I never expected to open up (ever haha), especially not to these two people. It seemed like they were out of my league, like they weren't the type who would care much of who I am not only because I was a virgin who has no sex life to tell haha no excitement but also because they were, you know, cool and opinionated. And I'm not -- I'm a very passive and (happy) loner :D I'm pretty much in awe at how expressive and concerned people are here (not all but most I've met), including the two people I opened up to. I'm used to not being complimented, praised, etc., because I think most Filipinos aren't very vocal about their feelings but these two, they were just throwing sincere affirmations at me like there was no tomorrow. It made me feel good hearing simple affirmations from two unexpected people. Although I still don't and I'm still not convinced that I should let other people envy me or be jealous of me haha ;) It's just not right, dawg haha.

I suddenly missed having conversations. I have forgotten what a conversation junkie I am. I'm usually, you know, in anti-social mode here because I get intimidated or sometimes I just don't feel like mingling with people -- yes, I'm arrogant like that. But getting my mind stimulated with the different perspectives of people, I'm crazy about that. Reminds me of the endless nights in the Ateneo soccer field with Pao C. or with Joey (+some booze haha) and just talking about the past the present the future the trees the world the family the big bang theory robots flashlights religion music cookies sticky rice socks pigs lalalalaa alalalala everything under the sun under the stars. It's not as easy to have beautiful conversations here because I never get to hang out with people I know because: 1) there's no soccer field (not that it matters), 2) no drinks allowed to minors (GRAAA), 3) no time for people to really have conversations, 4) no time for people to 'hang out', 5) no 'alone-time' with people, always in groups and I'm never comfortable in such big groups, 6) no staying out late because I have parents breathing on my neck, and simply just 7) no time (everyone has work, yo). I guess that's why I got comfortable with the idea that I don't need friends. Anyway, I digress.

I know I'm not as expressive as the people I've met here, and I know I seldom speak to appreciate or to give thanks because I'm a coward and I am shy haha what a loser. But I really want to thank Gless and Philip for listening to my woes and my aches haha. Sherry, too. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart :) :) :) You don't know how badly I needed that talk, haha. Things have been bothering me since since the retreat started but I didn't know I could talk to, or if really wanted to talk to anyone. Gless, you asked at the right time (even though I didn't really really want to share! HAHA! But I know I needed to :D). Also, I would like you guys to know that I am open to whatever you want to tell me -- I like to listen but I don't want to pry, and I don't really know how to start small conversations (you may have noticed haha) and I can never hold 'small talk' GASP haha but I try to! :D Sooo, if you want to talk to anyone anytime even in the middle of the night (I'm usually up until 4am), drop me a line so we can talk! :)

I look forward to having friends here, to getting to know Gless and Philip and Sherry and other people. FINALLY, I'm 'moving on'! Progress, yaay! :)

EDIT Oh I forgot to mention that I think it has also been about a year since someone hugged me, and I hugged someone. Imagine how much of a loner I am hahahaha! Isn't that strange? :D /EDIT

**WWJD - What Would Jesus Do? and AMDG - Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam (All For the Glory of God). I have very a very strong faith though I always falter.

triple threat.

2008-04-25T04:44:00.001-07:00

Off to a retreat until Sunday afternoon.

Wish me luck. I have deadlines and a final exam on Monday!

Have a great weekend everyone! :) Will miss internet huhu mwahugzzz internet!

sharing.

2008-04-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

This so colorful entry!

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves: Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." -- Marianne Williamson

TRUEDAT NOH? This quote inspires me everyday :) I first heard this from a movie titled Akeelah and the Bee.

Always makes me feel good when I read it yeahhhh I wanna rock hard!

gay.

2008-04-22T00:22:00.000-07:00

This must be a publicity stint since he and his horse are coming to Broadway. I sincerely thought he was gay. Best of luck then you old bloke :D

Harry Potter star seeks mystery Australian girl

SYDNEY (Reuters) - Daniel Radcliffe, the actor behind the boy wizard Harry Potter, is hunting for a mystery Australian girl who cast a spell on him at a film awards party, local media reported on Monday.

Radcliffe, who started playing Potter in the popular Harry Potter movies when he was 11, has often spoken about not being able to find a girlfriend.

But Sydney's Daily Telegraph Newspaper said Radcliffe, 18, now wanted help to track down a woman he met briefly at a film event in Australia.

"She stared at me all night and I was going to get her number and then I couldn't find her," Radcliffe told the newspaper.

"I must have walked around that party for an hour trying to look for this girl, like some sad pathetic dweeb, but it would have been worth it."

The Daily Telegraph has started its own search for the mystery beauty, asking the young woman to contact the newspaper.

Now is it me or is Dan looking more and more like Debbie Downer? Hmm.

+

2008-04-21T16:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I get so caught up with worldly things that I forget about you. I strive to always remember to put you first in everything and I always fail to do so. But I know you are not worried. I know you feel how much passion I have to communicate your love to other people. You know I'm not a quitter. You are in my heart. You keep my fire burning.

Ad majorem dei gloriam.

time after time.

2008-04-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

DEAR EVERYONE:

What sites do you go to when you are online? What blogs are your daily reads (if you have any)?

I don't do anything online anymore. Kinda bored and sawa na with the sites I visit. I need to stimulate my mind haha.

time for some some.

2008-04-20T02:39:00.000-07:00

Yoinked from Bodi. Because I haven't washed the dishes and would love to answer another survey:

39 Secrets About You.
Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last 3 texts from?
- Joey.

[Two] Where was your default picture taken?
- My what? Maybe my profile pic? In a Bayo dressing room! :D

[Three] What's your middle name?
- Brizuela

[Four] Your current relationship status?
- It's complicated.

[Five] Does your crush like you back?
- What crush?

[Six] What is your current mood?
- Apathetic.

[Seven] What color of shirt are you wearing?
- White and mint green pajamas.

[Eight] What's the color of ur nail polish?
- Blood red♥

[Nine] If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
- I'm too lazy to think of something.

[Ten] Where was the last place out of town that you went to?
- NY.

[Eleven] Ever had a near death experience?
- Not really.

[Twelve] Things you do a lot
- Eat, sleep, be passive-aggressive haha, eBay!!

[Thirteen] Do you have a fondness for gnomes?
- No they freak me out.

[Fourteen] Who can you tell anything to?
- God! The only one, seriously.

[Fifteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
- Laarni Mayor, my batchmate. Aaaand.. Mia Pavia, high school schoolmate.

[Sixteen] When was the last time you cried?
- This morning when I felt really insecure :(

[Seventeen] Are you for or against capital punishment?
- Yes, I am.

[Eighteen] If you could have (one) super power(s) what would it be?
- I can never decide.

[Nineteen] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- Hairrrr.

[Twenty] Who is your favorite celebrity?
- I have to say St. Angelina.

[Twenty-one] What is a theory that you believe?
- Theory of Relativity. Hahaha.

[Twenty-two] Favorite color?
- Red. Sometimes yellow. But I always drawn to green stuff.

[Twenty-three] What is one thing that annoys you on TV?
- Filipinos in MTV's Parental Control.

[Twenty-four] Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
- Yes, I always watch Fairly Odd Parents, iCarly and Josh and Drake.

[Twenty-five]Are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- No.

[Twenty-six] Do you speak any other language?
- Yes, Spanish and English. Learning ghetto now dawg. HAHAHAHA!

[Twenty-seven] What's your favorite food?
- Sashimi/sushi. If I can eat sushi/sashimi for the rest of my life I would.

[Twenty-eight] Describe your life in one word?
- Passive.

[Twenty-nine] Have any tattoos?
- No.

[Thirty] What are you looking forward to the most?
- Home coming! :)

[Thirty-one] What are you thinking about right now?
- Tagal magtext ni Joey.

[Thirty-two] What should you be doing?
- Washing the dishes hahahhaa.

[Thirty-three] Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
- The father or the mother.

[Thirty-four] What are you listening to:
- Parental Control on TV.

[Thirty-five] Do you like working in the yard?
- I don't work the yard yo.

[Thirty-six] If you could have any last name in the world, what would it be?
- Enigma! It sounds so cool. I had a classmate last sem named Luna Enigma.

[Thirty-seven] Do you act differently around the person you like?
- No.

[Thirty-eight] Are you happy now?
- Kindasorta.

[Thirty-nine] Why did you cry last time?
- Insecuritieeeessss i.e. my fats hahahaha!

Didn't seem like the above were secrets. Wonder who makes these surveys. I wanna make one! :D Haha.

internet recipes rock.

2008-04-19T21:46:00.000-07:00

I baked some low-fat chocolate muffins! Only 5.5 grams of fat and 180calories for 12 cupcakes! :D The mother bought me some ready-made chocolate cake mix and instead of using eggs, milk and oil in the mixture, I used DIET COKE. Sounds crazy but they turned out pretty OK! :) They're moist and chocolate-y. Haha. Nothing beats the real thing but I've been craving for some chocolate for the longest time! I'm on a low-fat low-calorie diet so yeah I've been depriving myself haha. Yay for my low-fat chocolate coke cupcakes! :D

I'm stealing this survey from Cla. I haven't answered one for quite some time soooo here goes:

RED=ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Not really mad, just annoyed :)

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
All of us! But I think the father will rip your head off.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Not because of anger.

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
I have no idea. I don't think so.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
Stare. When I do talk I ask questions nonstop and make you feel guilty and throw sarcasms at you. Hahaha. I also talk quite softly. People get scared.

ORANGE = EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
No :(

2. Are you easily excited?
Depends.. Usually :D

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
SHIT GOING HOME YO NO FUCKIN' DOUBT!!!!

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
For real??

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
A pedometer. Hahahaha what a geek.

YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name?
Ricky Abunda.

2. Birthday?
Nov 18.

3. What's your main goal in life?
As of now, my main goal is to help out kids with special needs (kids who are mentally retarded, have autism, have severe Tourette's syndrom etc. other learning disabilities) -- establish a school (syempre sa Pilipinas) for them with cheap tuition, with the best teachers and staff who has the same passion as I. No, I will not hire you if you hit kids and if you are just working for the money. Main goal in life, bow.

4. Do you want to have children?
Yes! A lot of childreeen! :)

5. How do you want to die?
In my sleep!

GREEN = OPINIONS

1. Lower the drinking age?
No.

2. Capital punishment?
No.

3. Abortion?
No.

BLUE= LOVE

1. Do you love someone?
Yes.

2. What do you want for Valentines Day?
Nothing.

3. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

PURPLE = Q&A

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
One.

Q: What color top are you wearing?
White and mint green -- still in pajamas.

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A lot! Hahahhaa, I just got paid :D

Q: Is Tom On Your Top Friend or On Your Friends List?
Yes, in MySpace.

Q: Look to your left..what do you see?
Cupcakes.

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
Don't remember.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
Yahoo, eBay, Gmail, Blogger, Adultswim.

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
No.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My heart. HAHAHAHAHAH!! What a ball of cheese.

Q:When was your last taxi cab ride?
A year ago, in Manila haha.

Q:Do you own a picture phone?
Yes.

PINK = LAST

1. Person you saw?
My parents haha -- same here.

3. Movie watched in cinema?
God it's been ages! Bourne Ultimatum pa! @_@

4. Song you listened to?
Let Go - Frou Frou

5. Person you talked on the phone with?
My aunt in the Philippines.

GREY = TODAY

1. What are you doing right now?
Watching TV and answering this.

2.What are you doing tonight?
Wash the dishes :( I hate washing the dishes :(

BROWN = TOMORROW

1. Is....?
A wonderful breezy day.

2. Goal?
Answer my long overdue take home LT.

3. Are you going to laugh?
Probably not because I will be stuck all day with my parents who are not capable of being funny. Hahahahaha how harsh! Kidding.

4. Are you doing anything tomorrow?
Yes, going to Ikea in the morning for my father's office supplies, going to the mall to buy loads of B&B body spray and stuff ($5 sale!! :D) and going to Church in the evening. That's it.

Rock on time consuming surveys! Gotta run, gotta wash dishes booo.

lo and behold.

2008-04-16T12:44:00.000-07:00

I just found an ancient picture.

This was I think 4 years ago(!!). Wow tagal na rin pala. Pero parang it was just yesterday! We (those in the pic +Rona Burce who is not in the photo) were one campaign party (can't remember our party's name!!) and we ran for positions in the student gov against the political giants in the school. We were total newbies (not everyone but in our party there was just one or two who had experience in the student gov't)! We held positions in different organizations but it was never as big as the student government.

That time, the campaign was really intense. The conflicts -- the teachers were so against us running -- and the controversies haha it was popping all over the place. Grabeng drama talagaaa.. I believe we were supported by most of the student body, and the other party was supported by ALL the teachers and higher officials in the school. The pukesas were an all out support, grabe. I could never thank them enough! Jantz Rache Porsh Kate Fay Karren Charm Siopao Miks and everyone else.. SOLID.

Wish I could remember why we rebelled against the system. I don't remember what the devil told us that made us (or me) super frustrated with the system. At that time, everyone thought it was what was needed. I still can't believe we did it, though. Most of us won, btw. What happened after the heated campaign is another happy story. Hahaha.

EDIT Hahaha here's Elgin's pic (yes, Elgin/Tosh ECE in Ateneo) and Kat's pic (Kat/Puti/Boy/Trin). Pang-asar lang! Hehehehe. Kat says she looks like Juday hahahwahaha. I say Elgin looks like an anorexic dork. I can't believe people go crazy over Elgin, I mean, look at that face! HAHAHAHHAA joke lang Elgin :p /EDIT

these burgers.

2008-04-15T17:34:00.000-07:00

Rock on! I finally found a layout! I'm keeping this until I get photoshop, I want to make my own :) I got this one from blogskins, thank you detonatedlove for this template. I just tweeked it a tad. Somehow I can't figure out how to put the comments from blogger back. Imma figure it out! Fosho! :)

Alright, I need to go homage now! :) Gooooodnight! :)

furious.

2008-04-14T16:58:00.000-07:00

There's a 4gb red Zune in eBay, worth $99.00 (+$9.99 shipping) and bidding's gonna end in 3mins. Should I buy it should I buy it should I buy it. Goddamit I can't close the motherfucking window noooo I don't want to buy it damnitttttt!!

2mins to go and I'm still itching. It's just 4gb! It's not worth it. Graaaa!

I think I'm just getting hooked into this eBay thing bidding blah because of the adrenalin I feel when I'm bidding. I really don't need the item, nor do I want it that much. (1min to go yay and I'm still posting; must ignore damned eBay!!) I keep on convincing myself that I want it though I know I don't. Wow how the mind works. Thank goodness I can distract myself with this blog.

30seconds to go.

Ok typetypetype.

Alright! Nobody bid on the item. Sayang, I could've won! But there's no joy if I don't have any competition! Isn't that ironic, donchatenk.

I am happy that.. Yaaaaay I just saved myself from becoming bankrupt :) :) :) And for that, Imma give everyone Peeps when I come home hahaha!

I know you can't resist them.♥

Image by plans stil up in the air,

me still on the ground

OH NO!

2008-04-14T16:43:00.000-07:00

~~I made a booboo!! I think I just deleted my blog's template, and now when I publish it I don't see anything. GOODNESS!!! WHAT TO DO.~~

Ok it's back. But my widgets and all the stuff I customized are gone. Dang! Just when I thought I learned how to install templates. Nobody wants to teach me how to change templates. I don't have friends. Hahahahahahaha! Just figured out how to put them back without doing it all over again. Thank goodness! :)

***
My Adobe Photoshop CS3 isn't working :( Juju sent it to me pa but then wala, it doesn't work :( Must be because I waited like 3months+ before trying to install it. I am really sad :(

***
GREETINGS TO MY READERS IN THAILAND!! :) Miss you bitchessssz! :D

mars volta.

2008-04-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

The weekend's almost over, gaaaah! I don't want to go to school yet. I have so much HW I don't want to do :( I feel sooo lazy. Lazyyyy. Just been listening to Renee Olstead and Fiona Apple all ~~day~~ night while surfing eBay. Yes, I'm still addicted to damned eBay.

I'm feeling rather mellow (and laaaazy) today. Too much tension the past few weeks, ayoko na ng drama! I miss you A Perfect Circle.

Before I forget: Thanks Kikismall, Chabitch, ClaAnak, and Pao C. for still caring about me and my enraged feelings. Hehehe I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU ARE THE BESTESSSSTTTT!!! HUG! HUG! HUUUUG!!!! :")

Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over..

so i say i am weird.

2008-04-10T23:10:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER: My posts are completely random. My posts never have substance. Please don't bother reading! Thanks! :)

DAMN. I can't stop searching for stuff I want to buy kahit I won't buy it naman. I mean A LOT of stuff: shoes, basura, gadgets, bags, shoes, wallets, shoes shoes shoes i love shoes. Sayang lang sa oras. It's been hours already and yet I'm still here still trying to search for my luho like there was no tomorrow. In eBay, I have almost 50 watched items already, accumulated in just 2days.

I'm keeping an eye on several (like 10!) mp3 players, and I am praying for each one of them (like I hope nobody bids for this item. If someone does, I hope it's not going to be more than $20.). I get disappointed when I don't win the item kahit na I didn't bid naman talaga! Pano naman ako mananalo nun? Hahahhaha. It's so illogical. I have no plans on buying a new mp3 player, no plans of giving it to other people, no plans of selling it either. Same goes for the shoes I'm watching, and the wallets I'm bidding on. Completely absurd, don't you think?

It's like I'm window shopping. But I'm not hooked to window shopping that much. Not as much as I am hooked to this online shopping setup. In fact, I'm not hooked to window shopping at all. I actually shop when I'm supposed to be window shopping. Then it's better for me to do online window shopping. Yay.

Dear Stacey and Clinton of What Not to Wear,

I love your show. Please send me $5,000.

I gladly appreciate it! Thanks!

♥
harajuku lover

nothing really.

2008-04-10T19:41:00.001-07:00

SHOUT OUT TO MY READER IN MACAU! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE! PENGE PASALUBONG ANAK! :p

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ALSO, GREETINGS TO EVERYONE WHO STUMBLED UPON MY BLOG! Look at these countries! Amazing! :D Wala lang, tuwa lang ako :D

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	Mexico	0.26%
	Ireland	0.25%
	Netherlands	0.18%
	Malaysia	0.16%
	Japan	0.16%
	China	0.16%
	Poland	0.15%
	Indonesia	0.15%
	Philippines	0.15%
	Argentina	0.12%
	Singapore	0.12%
	Sweden	0.11%
	Malta	0.11%
	Korea, Republic of	0.10%
	Russian Federation	0.10%
	Taiwan	0.10%
	South Africa	0.09%
	Chile	0.08%
	Turkey	0.07%
	Peru	0.07%
	Belgium	0.07%
	Denmark	0.07%
	Finland	0.06%
	Colombia	0.06%
	Venezuela	0.06%
	Israel	0.06%
	Switzerland	0.06%
	Nigeria	0.05%
	New Zealand	0.05%
	Greece	0.05%
	Norway	0.05%
	Europe	0.05%
	Romania	0.05%
	Hong Kong	0.05%
	Portugal	0.05%
	Puerto Rico	0.05%
	Hungary	0.04%
	Egypt	0.03%
	Slovakia	0.03%
	Czech Republic	0.03%
	Pakistan	0.03%
	Satellite Provider	0.03%
	United Arab Emirates	0.03%
	Ukraine	0.03%
	Vietnam	0.03%
	Austria	0.03%
	Saudi Arabia	0.02%
	Panama	0.02%
	Bulgaria	0.02%
	Iran, Islamic Republic of	0.02%
	Costa Rica	0.02%
	Slovenia	0.02%
	Kuwait	0.02%
	Trinidad and Tobago	0.02%
	Croatia	0.02%
	Bangladesh	0.02%
	Saint Lucia	0.02%
	Dominican Republic	0.02%
	Ecuador	0.01%
	Kenya	0.01%
	Uganda	0.01%
	El Salvador	0.01%
	Estonia	0.01%
		0.01%
	Qatar	0.01%
	Morocco	0.01%
	Serbia and Montenegro	0.01%
	Lithuania	0.01%
	Bosnia and Herzegovina	0.01%
	Luxembourg	0.01%
	Jordan	0.01%
	Bolivia	0.01%
	Guatemala	0.01%
	Latvia	0.01%
	Jamaica	0.01%
	Barbados	0.01%
	Bahrain	0.01%
	Bahamas	0.01%
	Honduras	0.01%
	Sri Lanka	0.01%
	Uruguay	0.01%
	Anonymous Proxy	0.01%
	Ghana	0.01%
	Syrian Arab Republic	0.01%

Wala lang. Amazing talaga the Internet. Wala lang talaga. I feel kinda stupid for getting giddy just because someone from another country came upon my blog. SMALL WORLD. Wala lang :D

HELLO WORLD.

sans rival.

2008-04-10T19:28:00.000-07:00

I want some Sex on the Beach. The food, yo. Not the act! I don't want sand in my vajayjay.

But really, I need some Sex on the Beach/chocolate cake! It's the time of the month! Gimme some chocolate cake!! It's been a year since I last had chocolate cake. How sad is that!! It's so hard to get some cake here. Unlike before I could just walk to Red Ribbon and buy cake. Gaaah I miss Katips.

I also want some Graceland brownies from Bicol. Or Elmrose's pot brownies. Kidding, there weren't any marijuana in them. Or so I think. Haha they were kinda addicting, though. Maybe she did put some @_@ Oh well.

I want to lose weight but I can't stop thinking about food. SHIT.

Goodnight everyone.

i like yellow chickens.

2008-04-10T01:49:00.001-07:00

My mother is going nuts. I am going nuts. We're all going nuts!! We need a break! We need to be away from each other!!

GAAAAH. Too much time together. Not healthy.

***
My pimples are back. Can't wait to get my period and be done with this bacteria ~~freakout~~ breakout.

***
I noticed that I have developed a pattern. I get A's in all my subjects except for one. It sucks because that one subject I will probably get a D for not submitting the final paper. I always do this. There must be something wrong because it's not freaking me out. I don't do anything about it, I can just live with it. I know there is something wrong with me. I'm a passive-aggressive person so shit I suck! GAAAH. GAAAAHHHH!! Must become violent!

I've been like this ever since I can remember. Even in Ateneo I have this pattern, but it's baliktad. I get all Ds-Cs (sometimes an F says hello) then one or two subjects I get an A or a B+ or some shit.

I see the need to change. I mean, I really care about learning more than getting good grades but I also care about getting into a good school for my doctorate (yes, I have a plan in life) and having great professors and learning from them blahblahblah. A D in every semester for the next few years (yes FEW YEARS, I'm a junior but I'm double majoring in Psychology and Early Childhood Education and also minoring in Languages so yeah) will not help me get into a great school with superb professors (not that I'm belittling other schools who will gladly accept my D-showered transcript).

Ok wrong argument. You know how I am: I'm never focused. I digress!

I just need to stop being so passive. That's it. Being passive will not do me any good in any area of life. The end.

not really better.

2008-04-07T23:09:00.000-07:00

Been channeling my anger to doing better things than lashing out on people.

GRAAAAAA!

Enjoy!

holey moley.

2008-04-03T21:12:00.001-07:00

It's an exciting movie.

blah.

2008-04-03T15:29:00.000-07:00

I want a new layout.

you don't fucking get it.

2008-04-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

SANA APRIL FOOLS PRANK LANG ANG LAHAT NG SHIT NA ITO!!!

PUTA.

letting off steam.

2008-03-31T23:06:00.000-07:00

Just some automatic thought.

I knew something was bound to happen the minute you told me about those people inviting you to party with them. I KNEW IT. I fucking knew it but I ignored it because I trust you. But why now, man? Why the fucking now? I'm almost coming home and you fuck me like that?? You know what? FUCK YOU TOO.

I knew there was something wrong when you didn't even feel any repulse when you found out that I told on you. Shouldn't you be questioning your trust in me, too? You choose not to because as you said, it was the past and I've learned my lesson. We both know you overreacted when I accompanied our friend to the fucking movies and I let you be, because I thought you had the right to think that way and to react that way. Now it's my turn. I wondered, really, when and how this fucking moment will come. I never even thought it was over that fucking stick. Of all the unblessed people in the world, why the fuck does it have to be you. I thought we knew what hurt each other. Why did you still do it? Better yet, why are you doing it?

Seeing you with that piece of shit made me feel so worthless and stupid. Are you just playing me? After all the hassle, all the years we've known each other, all the times we've been together, all our good times and bad times, you still decide to do IT: the worst possible fuck up you could ever do to fuck me. I clearly CLEARLY told you before how I felt about IT. I am disappointed in you.

I'm not disappointed because you did it. I'm disappointed because you STILL did it AND CHOSE TO DO IT despite knowing how I felt about it. It was a big FUCK YOU YOU STUPID CUNT to me!! DO YOU ABHOR ME?? YOU COULD'VE JUST TOLD ME!!! DO YOU HATE ME THAT MUCH?!

I cannot believe you choose to choose that stick over me. I cannot believe it. I CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE IT. I cannot believe you kept this from me. I thought we trusted each other. We talk about everything. EVERY SINGLE THING, even sex which is a far more sensitive topic than IT. There were a couple of times when you could've told me about it but you choose not to.

Maybe we aren't supposed to be with each other. Maybe the first time you chose something else over me should have been the last.

wonderland.

2008-03-31T22:59:00.000-07:00

Why is everyone suddenly smoking??

beware.

2008-03-29T21:23:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahha i love kids :) I might minor in Art Therapy for kids just so I learn how to analyze kiddies drawings. That'd be fun.

Image from DGDSND01

still immature.

2008-03-29T13:06:00.001-07:00

I can't believe March is almost over! :D :D :D

I just realized that if I bought a car, I wouldn't take good care of it nor would I give a damn about it. I mean, I wouldn't ever check on the tire's air pressure, and the oil and all that shnazz. All I would do is drive it and hope that nothing absurd happens to the car while I'm on the road (like have a flat tire). I wouldn't even ~~read~~ ~~open~~ touch the manual. I wouldn't have the patience to look for a good insurance company nor apply for one.

A car is too much of a responsibility and a headache for me. Not now, I'm too young for that shit haha. I don't need a car, I just want a car. I want a car but I wouldn't be able to take responsibility for it -- that's crap. I am pretty sure it's my dad who will have to make sure my car is safe enough to take out of the garage and not me. I don't want it to be that way. The last thing I want the father and the mother to do is babysit me. Hello naman.

Just some stupid realizations.

I say I can take care of myself, I can stand on my own and that I'm all grown up but I act like I don't want to grow up. I love to sleep the whole day and do nothing. Sleeping all day will not feed me, clothe me, or buy me a car. Sleeping all day and procrastinating will not pay my bills or my mortgage.

I'll be 20 in 8months. I better get my act together.

not worth the read.

2008-03-29T12:50:00.000-07:00

I bought the DSM-IV a few weeks ago, thinking that I would be using it for the next 3 years (DSM-V is due 2011). Then my Counseling teacher told us yesterday that the DSM-V is out. Woe is me. I haven't even held the DSM-IV for more than 2mins. I'll just send it back so I will be happy :D

starbuko.

2008-03-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

So many stuff is going on inside my head I feel really sad and overwhelmed. Nothing serious, though. Just you know, anger inside me. I've become more impatient now and really really angry almost snappish at everyone and everything! I want someone to talk to in person! Of course it's different talking to someone over the phone, it's just not as real. And besides, I'll probably be competing with the show you're watching, or your texting.

I need to vent. I really need to vent!

I miss my friends.

too funny.

2008-03-26T23:11:00.001-07:00

Last week a 12 year old boy was arrested in Bloomington, Illinois.

His crime?

He threw a rock at Soulja Boy’s tour bus the day after one of his performances!

While we don't like to condone violence, we say….he should have used water balloons!

The incident took place near a Hampton Inn West in Bloomington, IN, a bit before 8:00pm.

When questioned by police offers as to why the boy threw the rock at the tour bus windshield, he simply responded with “I hate Soulja Boy!”

Word!

Luckily, no one was hurt by the 12 year old rock-thrower.

Must be tough when your music is so bad, it leads people to violence.

-http://perezhilton.com

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Love it! You go little boy! :D Grabeng galit mo ah! :D Hahahahaha

inside joke.

2008-03-24T22:02:00.001-07:00

March 24, 2008
40 Locsin St., Albay District,
Legazpi City 4500
Philippines

Dear cousin Baog:

......Greetings of hope, peace, joy, and love! How are you? I hope you are fine. Me? I'm fine, too. I am writing you this letter because I want to show you our Easter Sunday pictures last year. Do you remember the Pataratara? Do you remember? Do you do you do you? Oh how I miss hearing the annoying brats speaking Latin and saying 'Pataratara' in a sing-song voice.

......Oh how great it is to reminisce the past. Anyway, here are the two pictures of us, both of us wearing a floral blouse:

......How embarrassing our fashion sense was before, right? El ow el. Never in our lives should we be caught wearing the same bulaklakin blouse again. We might as well be arrested by the fashion police. El ow el.

......I must say good bye now. Thank you very much for sparing so time out of your busy schedule to read my letter. I hope to hear from you soon.

......Best wishes to you and our cousins. I miss you all and Happy Easter!

......Mwah.

xoxo,
your cousin StarBak

this is the best i can do.

2008-03-24T21:43:00.001-07:00

HABERDAY CHARMander!♥

Taken fresh out of high school! [notice we don't have pimples]
We don't have decent photos together so yeah haha this is the best I can do! :D

Haha haberday berday to you Charmeme! :D

my boss.

2008-03-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!

How do you expect us to finish our work when you keep cackling about the things to do?? SHUT UP AND MOVE!!!

KAKAGIGIL ANAK NG PUTA! Hindi na natigil blahblah ng blah blah! Tanong ng tanong ng kung ano ano kita ng may ginagawa kami para sakanya! Tae talaga nakakagigil if I had socks I would stuff it in her mouth! Hindi makaintindi na hindi lang ito ang ginagawa namin, we have schooolwork to do too and I have something due later putangina nya.

brat mode.

2008-03-19T21:12:00.000-07:00

I wanna go to a petting zoo!!! >:(

i suck.

2008-03-17T12:00:00.000-07:00

I am in school. I forgot my wallet at home. I am hungry. It's 3:00pm, I've been here since 10:00am. I will be here until 10:00pm. I am going to faint. I suck.

me wanna watch.

2008-03-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

Juju just told me about this movie this morning. He loved it, he said it deserves 8.5 stars out of 10 And that coming from him, hah, it must be one heck of a movie [he's too picky]. And I agree! It's silly funny! Too bad wala sa tvliveshows.

Ay, I don't know if I mentioned this here already but watch Amelie, too! :D

i am horrible.

2008-03-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

Shit, I'm in trouble! I lost my Aunt's wedding guests pictures! SHIT. I transferred all of it to the desktop in the basement early December pa. I thought I copied those that I was going to use in the guest book into my USB. I was really confident that it was in my USB, but yesterday, when my father checked, SHIT. Wala! Walang pictures! Pero okay lang because I thought the pics were still in the desktop downstairs and in my digicam's memory card. So today, after mass, I looked for my digicam. Lo and behold, the card was blank. Okay, it's blank I still have it stored in the desktop so okay lang.

SHIT.

Wala na rin pala sa desktop, may nagreformat ng desktop!! SHIT!! TANGINA. How am I going to get out of this mess *_* SHIT. Nakalimutan ko na kung saan ko kinopya, if i ever did copy the pics, o kung binura ko na ba or if I gave any copies to anyone. I can't believe this is happening huhu. I AM HORRIBLE! :(

I've noticed recently that I've been out of my mind. Kung ano ano ang nakakalimutan ko na ginawa ko pala. It's weird, though, because nothing's really bothering me (until now! *_*) but I still I'm always in autopilot mode! I have to put a stop to this.
***
We had "palaspas" in the church! :D Coolness, hehe. Pero hindi ko ma-feel ang Holy Week dito. Walang Holy Week shows, walang 7th heaven marathon, walang holidays. But they do easter egg hunts. Wow..

i have, babe.

2008-03-16T02:53:00.000-07:00

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No, it's never gonna be that simple
No, I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh, I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same,
no, it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way,
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other

Just realize
what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another

Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now.

♥

push it.

2008-03-16T01:46:00.001-07:00

I can't wait to fucking get home but firsttt..

I must book a flight. Imma do it this week I sweaaar!

smooth and silky.

2008-03-15T00:01:00.000-07:00

Guess who lost her metals today :)

ken lee ka.

2008-03-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

KAKALOKA! Just when I thought wala nang tatalo pa kay Brother!

sup bro.

2008-03-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

I am such a loser, I just saw this video TODAY. Grabeeee I am your brother BOW DOWN.

super sleuth.

2008-03-07T21:31:00.000-08:00

FINALLY! I am done with my Counseling midterms! YAY!! It was all barbero chopsuey skaramosa smörgåsbord! Now all I have to do over the break is my Meta-analysis. Oh wait, also finish a take home LT, and my Automatic Thought Record. Ngekkk what break.

I attended my first Judicial Board meeting this afternoon. It was interesting! I felt like I was part of CSI or Boston Legal! :D I love it. I love solving ~~crimes~~ puzzles. I love to trace trails to find out where it all began and who it started with. And putting them behind bars. Kidding. I just like knowing. And learning.
***

I remember playing Carmen Sandiego [that's Carmen Sandiego up there looking hot as ever in her boots and red coat], a look-and-find detective work computer game, with my cousins when we were kiddies. We'd play it all day and all night. And eat adobo/beefsteak-filled homemade soft tortilla. We made tortillas/pita bread! Me and my mother and my cousins! It was a Carmen Sandiego recipe and we loved it :D I bet it tasted horrible but as kids, it was the best tortilla ever. Oh man.. I almost forgot how I love playing computer games. I almost forgot how I LOOOOVE Carmen San Diego, and also Super Solvers Treasure Mountain and Gizmos and Gadgets. And who can forget Zoombinis (blue heads on the right)! I love love love looove Zoombinis they are adorable!!

I was such a geeky kid. I never went out to play with other kids, I was just at home playing computer games and making email addresses for my classmates HAHAHA. I think I was in the 4th grade at that time. I was also in love with constellations and witchcraft (and my father supported all my quirkiness♥). GEEK! @_@

The only time I went out of the house (as in out in the streets pass our gate) was to ride my BARBIE bike HAHAHA. I think I was about 12 and Baog was 10 when I learned how to ride without the training wheels. It was time for some mischief >:) Me and bago, we ran errands (in our bikes, of course) for my mother and Aunts. We NEVER gave them back their change. They never noticed, anyway. We were [or I was] junkfood deprived children of the future so we would sneak out to buy plastic balloon, tex, candy, junkfood, etc in Ate Baby's sari-sari store. We were loaded with loose change :D Hmm. I think this is my favorite feel-good childhood memory :) ♥ ♥ ♥

Okay, that had no point at all. Not to mention no transition. Totally random. Whatever. Have a nice nice niiice day! :)

witch's brewing something good.

2008-03-07T00:07:00.000-08:00

Who has the time to be part of my half-boiled business?

Please say I.

Actually, it's not even half-boiled. I haven't done any research. Idea lang talaga :D I'm thinking of setting up an online store. I buy it here, ship it there. I browsed some of the sellers in multiply, they're bangin' yo (sounding black here haha)! They're selling accessories for P500 when I can buy some of those stuff for just P200 + shipping ($60 for a balikbayan box that can contain hundreds of accessories so balewala ang shipping ko, not even a $0.50 for each item). I'm still just thinking about it (haven't put much thought in it), just you know.. Dreaming big and hoping it's feasible :D

habadaba.

2008-03-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

I love watching Kaba Modern, they are sick. I love watching their isolations, they do it perfectly, as in PERFECTLY. Napapa-palakpak talaga ako at napapa-cheer every time I watch them live on TV. And I vote for them online, haha grabe. SUPPORT!

This was their audition number. Grabe talaga sobrang precise ng moves nila, kakaloka:

If hip hop was always this good to watch, I'll wear oversized jerseys and tilted caps in a snap. But hey, back to reality: that won't happen thank God :) I digress. So far, pinakagusto ko yung Thriller number nila, wala pa sa YouTube dahil kanina lang yun hehe. So, if you want to watch it, go here and vote na rin hehehe :D

Tapos.

I came upon Philippine All Stars while I was looking for a Kaba Modern video to post. ANG GALING DIN NILA! They have a different style of dancing (compared to Kaba Modern), swak na swak din eh. Kakaloka!! They're not as anal as Kaba but they still bring it kahit raw yung dancing nila (I sound like some all-knowing judge when I have zero dance knowledge and don't even dance). The best thing is, Pinoy pride! :) All Pinoy group from the Philippines and not just Filipinos who grew up in the US. Di ako aware talaga na may mga ganito palang style of dancing ang mga Pinoy. I KNOW how ignorant of me! :(

I wonder why the EB babes are still in Eat Bulaga getting paid TO ENTERTAIN people when crews like Philippine All Stars exist. Bulag ba ang mga networks?? Helloooo.. Kung hindi Street Boys ang sumasayaw e Sexbomb. Nubayan, time to upgrade Eat Bulaga and Wowowee! Tama na ang pagpayaman sa EB babes at kay Luningning. Sex sells but please naman noh, dagdagan nyo naman diversity ninyo.

Teka nga, bat ko ba kinakausap ang GMA at ABSCBN, eh hindi naman ako nanonood ng noontime shows nila. Tsaka, bat ba ako na-i-in sa mga dance crew dance crew na ito! Dahil ata hindi ako aware talaga dati na may ganung form of dancing pala and I am totally amazed. As in where was I! Macarena pa ata ang form of dancing na nasa isip ko tangina diba hahahahahaha!

Cla anak, pakitaan mo nga ako ng damubs mo dali triple spin moonwalk pirouette caterpillar souljaboy dance go.

(I heard uso na rin ang Souljaboy sa Pilipinas? Naubos na yung dito, I never had the chance to learn huhu. HAHA yeah right.)

EDIT I just found out that Kaba Modern was established by a Filipino dance crew way back 1992. The word 'kaba' is apparently short for 'kababayan'. Although I think none of the Kaba Modern on TV is Filipino anymore. I think they are all Koreans. I read it on YouTube comments on some videos. Don't know if it's true, though. Mga Pinoy talaga eh, star na star (Black Eyed Peas, Vanessa Minnillo, Pussycat Dolls, Jasmien Trias, Lou Diamond Philips, Ramiel Maglubay, Rey Lapuz, Allan K etc)! Hahaha. /EDIT

EDIT EDIT Kaba Modern pala defeated Philippine All Stars in the 2007 World Hiphop Competition(?). Kaba Modern bagged 2nd place while Philippine All Stars placed 3rd place. Still, not bad. Besides, Philippine All Stars won the 1st place in the 2006 WHC. Cool na cool! :D /EDIT EDIT

plans.

2008-03-06T20:53:00.000-08:00

I have ~~a brilliant~~ an idea!

seryoso 'to.

2008-03-03T01:05:00.001-08:00

Once upon a time, I was thin(ner). I had laman and a bit of tummy but I wasn't as fat as I am now. I was happy then. Hay. I want to lose weight. I've wanted to lose weight for the past year(s). I need to -- for my health. I'm not THAT overweight but I am overweight. I don't like having this heavy feeling. I don't like feeling sluggish. I miss the times when I'd always want to move and run around. I miss the 'light' feeling. I used to love running, especially when I get agitated or mad. But now, when I get mad, feel confused, feel depressed, I resort to EATING. This is the first time I am admitting this to everyone.

I BINGE EAT.

It started about two years ago. I'm not exactly sure but I remember I would binge eat in our dorm. It must have been late in my 1st year-early 2nd year college. I usually did it when I felt alone, when I felt super stressed out, when I felt helpless and misunderstood (which was frequent at one point during 2nd year). I never told anyone about it, not even Joey. Even I didn't know about it. I didn't notice it!

I learned about this disorder a few weeks ago in a TV show. It was mortifying to hear the guests tell their stories about binge eating all the time. They order food enough for 7 people or more and eat it all by themselves. Absolutely horrible.. Now the other day when I felt really upset (I think it was a Wednesday and I blogged that I was), I was studying for a long test. I couldn't concentrate anymore because I was really disturbed (can't tell you the reason, sorry). I felt like exploding, I wanted to run. I knew I wanted to run and just use up all the unwanted energy but I didn't. The weather was tolerable, I could just leave my things at the library and run run run. But. I. Didn't. Instead, I went upstairs to the caf, bought a turkey burger, fries, soda, and pudding. I didn't get contented with all that food so I bought carrot cake and coffee. BABOY TALAGA.

While I was eating, my mind was racing. Why am I eating? Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I still doing this when I know this won't satisfy me? When I know it won't make me feel better. But I kept doing it. I still kept on chewing, and swallowing everything.

Because I was so disgusted with myself, I wanted to throw all the food up. Suddenly I was developing bulimia! *_* Thank God I was strong enough to brush off all those evil thoughts. [Thank you Counseling Center seminars!]

So now, I am coming clean. I am facing this problem and telling the world about it. I am making things right. I want to live better, healthier. I am committing to living healthier. To losing weight. Most importantly, to feeling good about myself again. I know I can do it. I know I can. Just need to give more heart. It's hard but it's doable! Cha, pressure me be my good influence! :D

EDIT Bakit nawala yung proper spacing between lines ack it's annoying na hindi pantay!! OC me! *_* How do I fix it! /EDIT

EDIT EDIT Nevermind I fixed it already yay :D /EDIT EDIT

mulawin.

2008-03-02T23:13:00.000-08:00

Kumusta na kaya si Aligs? Binisita ko LJ nya, bumalik na pala sya nung Christmas galing sa JVP nya sa Samar. Wala lang.. Astig si Aligs :)

babaw sabaw.

2008-03-02T01:21:00.000-08:00

I love Tokidoki but they're so expensive! Pinagiisipan ko pa kung bibilhin ko yung bag na gusto ko -- It's been a year of deliberation haha. Akala ko mumura na yung bag if I waited for a while to buy it. Sus naman, three seasons na ang lumipas, same price pa rin! $172 for the damned backpack. Kainis! Tapos what sucks more is that Tokidoki isn't collaborated with LeSport Sac anymore. So. No more new Tokidoki bags. So, kailangan ko na bumili soon or else mauubusan na ako ng stock. Haha. What a dilemma! I should just help Darfur with the 172 bucks I'll shed for a bag.

Sige na nga, tutulong na lang ako sa kapwa. Di na ako bibili ng overpriced bag.

But I'm still going to check in the next few months, hehehe. Malay mo, the price might go down to $70. Yun, papatusin ko na for sure hehehhee.

EDIT I just found out that Tokidoki is now partnered with Hello Kitty. What the fuck. /EDIT

gatas.

2008-03-01T17:32:00.002-08:00

What should I do when I come home? Any suggestions? I'm creating a list of to do's when I get home. So far, I only have 12 -- it's harder than I thought it would be.

***
This will sound highly unlikely of me but I'm very excited to watch the Sex and the City movie! I just saw the trailer last night, Big proposed to Carrie YAY! But I think something happens to Big right before their wedding. I'm betting he died. Hahahaha what a bummer.

***
Last night, I contributed $15 for Hillary's campaign and I can't believe I just did that. I kinda care for this country after all.

help hill.

2008-03-01T17:25:00.001-08:00

I dislike Obama.

That is all.

mr DJ can I make a request.

2008-03-01T00:38:00.000-08:00

I think I'm back. I think my randomness has come back! After almost a year! Now I can blog more often! YAY! I felt like I always had nothing to say kaya I don't often blog anymore. Now, biglang kinakati ako magblog uli. YAY I have been waiting for this moment! I've been wanting it to come back! Yaaay! :)

♥
sharon.

autistic randomness.

2008-03-01T00:33:00.000-08:00

My Spanish teacher told me that I had a GIFT. I felt so special.

Yeah right.

ham sandwich.

2008-02-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

It sucks when I have to work during weekends :( It also sucks when I am doing 'charity work' for my classmates who do not deserve 'charity work' because I am just propagating their laziness. I sucks more when I have to do 'charity work' on a weekend because, until now, I can't say no.

FUCK!!!

I pledge to do 'charity work' tomorrow for the last time. I mean it. If I do it again, ~~I will eat frogs.~~ I will not go shopping/window shopping for a month. Yaaaaiiikes. It's really hard not to go shopping/window shopping when I friggin' work at the mall.
***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHICKEN!♥

I wasn't able to text you for I don't know what your number is! :( Sorrryyyy! :(
Naalala mo pa ba nung kumakain tayo ng ham sandwich o hotdog sandwich during recess, dun sa stage noong gradeschool? Tapos ikaw gusto mo may mayo, ako ayoko. Hahaha.
BFF pa tayo nila Mia.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!
Wala lang. Miss you Chick! :)

*yes, wala rin akong better pic of you! @_@
at mukha akong may bigote haha.

***

What do 'labels' and 'tags' mean here in blogger/multiply/other websites? What uses do these 'labels' and 'tags' have? Just curious.

typical idiots.

2008-02-27T14:01:00.000-08:00

I AM VERY FUCKING UPSET.

if you are wondering.

2008-02-18T22:10:00.000-08:00

How do you apply for a job there in the Philippines? Do you need working permits, etc? Is there an age requirement? Do you know if there's like an online classified ads existing? I searched for some already but to my dismay, parang mga scams lang ang mga nakasulat dun, kakatakot mag-apply! Haha. If you are wondering why.. Kasi if I stay for 3months, mauubos pera ko HAHA and with the bills I have to pay here hindi pwedeng maubos pera ko! Kakaloka. So para payagan ako ng magulang ko to stay for a long time there, I told them I'll work para safe.

Bebenta ko na lang katawan ko kapag hindi ako nakahanap ng trabaho. HAHAHAHA.

Starbucks and the like lang ang parang feasible job na pwede kong ma-applyan. Hello call center kumusta naman yan di ko keri makipag hello hello sa mga bitchy strangers. Kung telepono ko nga hindi ko sinasagot mga tumatawag, ano pa kaya dyan sa call center. Yes, I don't like answering the phone. Nor talking to people on the phone. I don't want to be judged. LABO hahaha.

PS Yes, I'm not asking for a single penny from my parents. I feel so independent gurang.

PPS Yes, they don't give me allowance anymore. I kinda sustain myself. KINDA. Hahahaha feeling ko lang, pero hindi naman talaga. Fake pa, nagffeeling lang ako compared to the kids I know: they pay for everything (including school expenses, food on their tables, blahblah etc) except for the roof above their head. Some even pay for their family's rent. Ewan ko ba dito, ang aaga magkaron ng responsibilidad ang kabataan, pero antatagal naman magmature. Hindi naman kasi nakapagenjoy ng kabataan nila ang mga bata. Ewan ko ba kung positive yun o hindi. For me I think hindi. But I digress. I'm too tamad to argue with myself and to make a point.

Basta, what an uptight country.

Bow.

i am sweeney todd.

2008-02-10T20:34:00.000-08:00

I cut my hair I cut my hair I cut my hair! :D Actually, nanay ko nag-cut nung likod, nag-ayos ng layers and all pero hindi ako nakuntento after an hour of looking at it. So I cut it in front [and some of the top likod part to make it look layerish], made it shorter and gave myself sideswept bangs. I think I'm happy with it. Still thinking of cutting it shorter.

Ang sarap ng feeling ng gumupit ng buhok! Snipsnipsniiiiip. I think I am born to be a ~~barber~~ hairstylist. Kasi feeling ko talaga perfect yung pagkagupit ko, as in pantay sya [at least in front hahahaha] and in proportion!

Or maybe I'm just cheap. Forcing myself to like my hair kahit tiko tiko yung cut. HAHAHAHA. Leche naman kasi, mahal ng pagupit! Sus magdudusa na lang ako sa mediocre cut ko kesa gumastos ng $50-$60 for a hair cut. Hell no! Bili ko na lang yun ng ticket pauwi, papagupit ako kay Shiela, $10 lang yun. Labyoo Sheila ever loyal client mo pa rin me kahit hindi na kita mahagilap.

little bitch.

2008-02-09T00:52:00.000-08:00

You probably saw this before but what the hell. I wonder why I didn't post this before boo me. Anyway, I'm posting it now woohoo! Pearl is #1 in my heart. She's such a meanie. You go bitch!

Isn't she a doll?♥

bords.

2008-02-04T09:27:00.000-08:00

I have time to waste but I can't find anything to do to waste time. Not that I'm complaining. Just not used to it. I played The Apprentice 2 for 2 days but I got bored with it. I'm too impatient to scan and debug my laptop, and my mother's laptop. Yadayadayada.

I should buy Sims 2 ASAP. Speaking of Sims 2, I wonder if Pwet got her Sims already. Hmm. Paging Pwet! Paging Pwet!

Okay now I go do a survey bec I am bored.

~Who was the last person to call you baby?
:: Uh some stranger.

~ What is your relationship status?
:: It's complicated.

~ Has anyone ever sang to you?
:: Yes.

~ Has anyone ever given you roses? when?
:: Yes. Some time ago.

~ If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
:: Yes. I will slay bears.

~ Who do you text the most?
:: Joey.

~ What does your last incoming text say?
:: "Bonbon!" haha silly.

~ What does your last outgoing text say?
:: "Bonbon! Kakagising ko lang. Haloo morny! :)"

~ What is your favorite color?
:: I liiiike green right now.

~ What color are your eyes?
:: Dark brown

~ What is a compliment you receive way too often?
:: Here, they always tell me that I'm humble and creative.

~ How tall are you?
:: 5'4" short

~ Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
:: I can't even remember. Oh wait. Baog! Hehe my cousin, last week through email.

~ Do you like your parents?
:: Yes.

~ Do you secretly like someone?
:: No.

~ Why did your last relationship end?
:: Hasn't even started yet! Haha.

~ Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
:: On the phone? Probably my father ages ago.

~ Where is the farthest place you've traveled?
:: Erm. To here.

~ Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
:: Sleep.

~ Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
:: The mother.

~ How long does it take you to shower?
:: 10-15mins.

~ Can you do splits?
:: Oh hell no.

~ Are you flexible?
:: Not physically.

~ What movie do you want to see?
:: Jumper.

~ What did you do on New Years eve 2007?
:: Watched fireworks on TV [loser], jumped and wished to still grow taller, drank sparkling grape juice haha. Yeah, no alcohol due to parental presence.

~ Was your mom a cheerleader?
:: Nooo.

~ Can you speak any other language besides English?
:: Spanish and Filipino.

~ What is the last letter of your middle name?
:: B

~ How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
:: 4.5-5

~ Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
:: Only when I'm in the err passenger seat (?).

~ Are you scared of flying?
:: No me want to fly.

~ Is your hair curly or straight?
:: Had them curled. Naturally straight.

~ Do you have any tattoos?
:: No.

~ Do you like funny people or serious people?
:: Mas o menos.

~ Have you ever been to Los Angeles?
:: Yes.

~ What jewelry do you wear all the time?
:: Earrings, necklace and, bracelets [and lots of it].

~ What do you have planned for tonight?
:: Answer take home LT.

~ What is your favorite song at the moment?
:: I don't like it but I am LSS with Bubbly.

~ What song do you HATE?
:: Oh the list is long.

~ Do you like chocolate?
:: Yes.

~ Does your girlfriend/boyfriend, if you have one, makes you happy?
:: I don't have one. But someone makes me happy. You. Corny. Hahahaha.

~ Are you easy to get along with?
:: I'd like to think so. I'm a good mixer :)

~ What is your favorite time of day?
:: 2am-4am.

~ Are you a happy person?
:: Yes.

~ Any upcoming events you're excited about?
:: Homagery! :)

Okay goodbye! Off to watch House and study! Hope everyone's well! :)

HAHAHAHAHA!

2008-01-28T04:10:00.001-08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAA!!

air.

2008-01-20T19:54:00.000-08:00

Me want the world's thinnest notebook.
MacBook Air.

i am no nerd.

2008-01-18T23:12:00.000-08:00

I just discovered this website that shows almost ALL TV shows [yes, with complete season. YES INCLUDING ALL DAMNED EPISODE YOU MISSED], Anime, cartoon, movies you can think of. You don't have to download it to you PC or pay some bumbay Php50 for a pirated copy of whatever. Everything's free weee! :) They have the latest movies. They have Sweeney Todd AND JUNO AND PS I love you AND Enchanted already. Sweet sweet sweeeeet find for "pirated deprived" people like me :D

I'm going bonkers. They have all 4 seasons of House, MD!! I've been trying to download three seasons through torrent for almost three months already and it hasn't even completed 30%. They also have Gossip Girls, Prison Break, 24, Numb3rs, Californication, OTH, Heroes, Hanna Montana, Sailormoon, Cardcaptor Sakura.. Just go check it out I am absolutely freaked out :D :D :D

I'm happy I accidentally discovered the site. We must be destined for each other. Woohooo! Thanks to Adam Brody for pointing me to the right direction :D

PS

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAK!! ♥

You're still a teen to me hehe don't worry :p
And yes, that is you.
And yes.. I don't have a better pic of you I am sorry!
I'll give you a kiss mwaaa xoxo! :*

mayabang me.

2008-01-14T01:10:00.001-08:00

I loaded my sem with 4 major subjects and 1 general subject. Don't know if I'm going to survive. I just had a very easy sem and now I think I am super student. I almost got straight A's. I am thankful. But it's so fucked up that I feel very confident that I will fly when I jump off the plane. I know I won't even if I was a bird. Damn.. I like making things hard for myself. I don't even think it's the 'challenging myself' idea that makes me do it. I can look at it that way but I know it's not like that. It has never been that. I make things harder for myself because I like the stress. WHOA. I like feeling busy. I like the pressure. I like the anticipation. The rush. I always leave things to the last minute because of that rush. And the success [if it ever comes haha] that comes with that rush, that stress.

But I wish I can change myself. I wish I can stop being like this. I wish I can stop acting like I think so highly of myself when inside I always doubt myself. I tell myself it's going to be a breeze but at the back of my mind I KNOW I'm going to get toasted. When will I ever learn! I thought Ateneo thought me a lesson already! ARGH I hate it when things get into my head gadamet.

I wonder what life would be if I wasn't like this. I keep on wanting this stress fixation when actually I can't handle the responsibility it comes with. I know I'm not ready yet. I know I'm not ready.

I can't believe I ~~[kinda]~~ WANT stress. I can't believe it! I am weird I scare myself.

I think I'm going to drop a subject and take it easy. School starts today. Work study also starts today. Can't wait to get this sem over with and go home.

Happy Holidays everyone! Mas vale tarde que nunca! :D

drive by shooting.

2007-12-13T21:28:00.000-08:00

This gonna be quick, I'm very sleepy.

There's a snowstorm today. I mean there was the whole day. My feet got wet while I was walking to the bus station. I got scared my feet might turn black and might fall off: frostbite haha. The water was VERY VERY VERYYYY COLD. I felt like a polar bear.

Okay rewind.

Before my feet got wet, I rode a mini bus/layoglayog [only Bicol friends can relate to 'layoglayog' aww] to get to the station. Mini buses are private owned buses. They're usually owned and driven by Hispanics. Unlike the normal 'official' bus line, these mini buses don't have a definite route. They're going to the Journal Square (bus/train station) or whichever place they wish to go and it doesn't matter to them how they get there. I only take the mini bus when I'm going to the station after work in the mall. It's faster transportation; you don't have to wait forever for the bus to come by bec there are hundreds of them.

Anyway Imma cut this short.

I've taken the mini bus only four times and today was the fourth. Everything was going fine it was just like any other mini bus ride until two black guys joined our peaceful ride. When they went up the bus, the arrogant one said 'Que pasa?' [or What's up?] to the driver. I thought he was just being friendly but he was laughing sarcastically while looking for a seat. He took a seat beside a Hispanic woman just behind me. And the bashing starts. I couldn't understand everything that he was saying because it was street talk. But I clearly understood this: '..you fucking immigrants. Anybody who wants to fucking fight me come on I'm ready I'll break your fucking neck'. He was cursing like mad. I wanted to hit him. UGH. As if he contributes good to his insecure country. What kind of ego these people have. I hate their stinkin' guts.

When he got off, he didn't pay the poor old driver.

There are so many many many rude people here. I don't want to be racist. I'm not a racist but my experiences sometimes fuels me up to be one. I feel lucky that I have had opportunities to expose myself to other cultures/societies otherwise I would be as boxed and close minded as the rude people I have encountered. Like the other day.. Oh wait next time na. Kakaloka.

three's a crowd.

2007-12-06T18:46:00.001-08:00

Three days ago, dinalhan ko ng snow nanay ko galing sa doormat sa labas [It was the farthest I could reach from the door I didn't have any slippers on :D]. Ginising ko siya dahil may snow yehey. Tuwang tuwa naman si ma. Sa sobrang tuwa, tinikman nya yung snow. 'Anong lasa anong lasa' sabi nya. Bwahahaha. 'Parang lasang sapatos!' she said with a huge smile on her face. She meant it as a half joke methinks. Sabi ko 'YAK MA GALING YANG DOORMAT!!' Sabi nya 'Uluuul'. Talagang cool na cool yung pagkasabi nya. Feeling nya ata si Steve O [from Jackass] na sya. How bold and daring was her stunt woowww..

On other snow-related news.. SNOWFLAKES DO EXIST! COOL! I want to learn how to catch them and photograph them alien creatures! :) :) :)

Image stolen from eggshapedcat

EDIT
PS I just found this:

YAY OUR DOORMAT :)
/EDIT

EDIT EDIT
PPS Wasn't able to collect enough clean snow for my halohalo :(
/EDIT EDIT
***

Trillanes sucks! Let's not get started on the Why Trillanes Sucks list. It might go on forever. Sorry, Cla but I really think he sucks.

***

I'm shopping for pasalubongs already! Actually, I've been shopping for pasalubongs since I got here haha but I'm doing major shopping now bec of huge ass Christmas sales discounts whatevers yay :) I don't want to forget anybody! I don't want to get you guys things you wouldn't like, shirts that won't fit you yadayadayada. Sooo.. Please tell me your shirt size shoe size pantsize vital statistics haha yeah. Just in case I get you clothes. Or.. If you have anything in mind that just tell me. No, a car a house&lot a MAC a Wii a PSP a DSLR a snowman a big black blond boyfriend or Santa Claus and his elves or any other things as such are not welcome in my luggage, sorry :D Maybe next time.

Email me or reply here whatever just get in touch yo.

I'm excited.

wonderful discovery.

2007-11-25T23:10:00.001-08:00

FROZEN GRAPES ARE LOOOOOVEEEE♥♥

Go ahead, try it! :)
Just freeze grapes for like 5hrs and voila!
Healthy candies :D

Image stolen from triciathered.

marriage of sticks.

2007-11-23T01:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. They FRIED a whole turkey. Yes. My Aunts bought a huge deep-fryer. It's HUGE. My youngest cousin can fit in there twice.

The turkey tasted like ostrich.

Today is 'Black Friday'. Participating stores give 50% off ALL their thingamajigs. Yes, even appliances iPods Cameras Wii's clothes suits fur coats etc. It's almost 5am. Yes, we are going to the mall at 5am. It opened at 4am. So. We're late.

I will buy a Wii and a DSLR. Kidding. No money, honey.

Wish cars were also 50% off hehe.

Maryland, btw, was the shit. Talo pa yang 50% off deal. $3 a bag yung deal dun, it doesn't matter kung sapatos damit libro furniture ilagay mo sa bag as long as nakapasok eh $3 lang yun *_* DAMN. Andami ko nabili haha. Shopping rocks kung ganun lang ang presyo lagi :D Too bad bag day only happens twice a year. Once in Summer and once in Fall. Kaya yung tao talaga wow dami. Store opens at 7am pero yung tao daw nakapila na as early as 5am. Hanggang 11am lang yung sale. Tapos in a matter of minutes ubos na paninda haha. If you go at 9am, wala ka na makukuha.

Imma go back next year before I go home :D Pasalubong yeah! :D

Wema go to Macy's now! It's almost 5 woo! :)

austria.

2007-11-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

Thanks to all who remembered my boirdy! :) I haven't replied to everyone yet, I apologize! Chikka is acting up! :c I had the loneliest birthday. Nevertheless, I'm thankful I'm alive, and that a lot of my friends remembered :) Hurrah! More years to come! Cheeeeers! :)

Can't wait to come home!

thinking so much of home.

2007-11-14T20:46:00.000-08:00

So where should I go first:

BOHOL

Or

PALAWAN

Images stolen from Kaiendres (Bohol) and Benj Roa (Palawan)

I have period.

2007-11-08T12:27:00.000-08:00

FUCK.

The PC I'm using suddenly shut off. I haven't saved any of my 3page paper. It's due in 30minutes. No late papers accepted.

FUCKKKK!!! WHY IS ~~NATURE~~ TECHNOLOGY ALWAYS AGAINST MEEE!

FUCK!!!

outrage.

2007-11-06T17:48:00.000-08:00

I realized that I haven't been mad angry filled with rage for like months already. Well. Not until today. At my mother. She threw away some of my 'sentimental trash'! And she ripped them into pieces!! Damn! Buti na lang tiningnan ko basurahan ko! I looked for all the pieces in the basurahan. I was so mad, nagdadabog talaga ako. Nakakainis eh!! GRRR! Naman kasi, nangengealam ng gamit tapos tatapon nya pa yung tingin nyang basura na. Eh hindi yun basura para sa akin. Puta. I appreciate her intent naman of wanting my things organized and my room look clean. I know she only meant good. But I like my things like that: nakakalat. It might seem messy but I know where everything is. When she organizes my mess, I get lost. AND my things get lost, too, because they go straight to the trash bin. Bwiset.

Anyway. I got really mad. As in red hot smoke coming out of my nose and ears kind. I wanted to punch something while I was taping my trash together! Buti na lang I got stress ~~balls~~ stars from the PEP office. I squeeeeeeezed and squeeeeeeeeeezed the star with all my might. I was so ARGH enraged I felt my chest tightening. I wanted to scream to release all the anger shit!

It's such a shallow reason for me to get mad, though. I don't know! I guess I just don't like it when my mother goes through my stuff [which she always does ROAR!!]. Haaaaay.. Always invading my privacy ARGH.

Punyeta.

One of those days that I feel like I need to run away from my parent.

Imma watch House now.

fact: lack of sleep may lead to fatter kids.

2007-11-05T19:47:00.000-08:00

Maryland was awesome. Imma update ASAP. It's too cold here in the basement, I will freeze soon!!

I say goodbye. Goodbye.

5300.

2007-11-02T01:08:00.001-07:00

My father and mother and I are going to Baltimore today to shop because my mother wants some cheap clothes for the winter. She says warmers are just going under jackets/hoodies/sweaters/coats so why should she spend money on expensive shirts. Well. Yes I agree. I also don't want to spend any money because I am saving! Haha. But I am looking forward to buying a FUR COAT. Kidding :)

We leave around 4pm. We're just driving. I think it's a 3-4hr drive from here. I don't really know. We're stayung the night at my Aunt's, Pop's sister. Wemma visit my cousin Lea and her family, too :) Yay for people other than the Aunts and Uncles I have here.

Yay for SHOPPING! :)

[i secretly love shopping. SSHHH that's a secret.]

tmobile.

2007-11-02T00:59:00.000-07:00

These are a two of my squirrel friends!

And this is the squirrel who I think is misunderstood. He/She pulls out grass, as seen in the picture above.

And two of my cat meow friends! :)

WALA LANG :D HAHAHAHA!

chinese hat.

2007-10-31T19:33:00.000-07:00

I suck so much I don't know how to use Facebook. Mygaaaad. Technology's such a bitch to me nowadays.

I want a new layout!!

BOO.

Happy Halloween everybody! Nobody came to our house for some candies :( This means I'm going to get all the candy NOOOOOO Imma get fatter :(

EDIT I think I'm getting the hang of it now! I just added 'SuperPoke'!! Mwohohoho! But I don't have any friends to poke yet :( Excited pa naman akong gamitin yun :( Add me in Faceboooook! :D /EDIT

eyebro.

2007-10-29T16:03:00.000-07:00

So I found an eyeliner lying around the table beside me. Being the curious person that I am, I tried it on my skin. "Whoa," I said "this thing is darrrrkkk" Yes, I don't see the effect of eyeliners when people put in on themselves or on other people. I don't see the 'line' it supposedly creates to 'open up the eyes' [I might have some vision deficiency of some sort, I don't know]. But this abandoned orphaned homeless one, much to my glee, seems to work well. "This is my chance to experiment!" I thought. And so I did. I line my lower lids. I line my upper lids. And got disappointed. "This don't work!" I said to myself. I wondered if it was the pencil's fault or mine--maybe I just didn't know how to use it.

I thought of other ways that my mother uses a liner. I remembered how she sometimes draws on her eyebrows to make it look fuller. Without thinking twice, I faced the mirror again and started lining my right eyebrow. I drew a couple of lines but there was no effect so I drew a couple more.

Curiosity kills the cat.

My right eyebrow is now insanely black compared to my left eyebrow. And no matter how much I wipe it off, the black liner just doesn't come off. Some of it, yes, but my eyebrow remains onyx black! Makes me wonder if this eyeliner is really an eyeliner.

What if it's a permanent marker!!

hypocrite.

2007-10-26T23:16:00.000-07:00

My aunts were fighting a few minutes ago. They were cursing each other. Shouting. Criticizing each other as if they were perfect. They were calling each other hayop with sooo much wrath.

If only I could tell them to GROW FUCKING UP.

consuming.

2007-10-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

Here I go again. Cramming. Cramming and blogging about it. Cramming and blogging about it because I want to hear the sound of the keyboard. Clickity tack tack clickity tack. Click.

I have a paper due in 2 hours about a book I haven't finished reading and a movie I haven't watched entirely. So. How am I going to write my paper. Simple. Barbero paper. Yes, barbero paper. I read the start and the end of the book, and skimmed through the middle part [yes, SparkNotes does not have a summary of the book :(]. I searched the film in IMDB. Thankgoodness they have it hurray. Now all I have to do is put some philosophical insights in my paper and hopefully, though I highly doubt it, it comes out somewhat substantial. Yes, hope. Hope! There is always hope!

In other news.

MANILA: President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo of the Philippines has pardoned former president Joseph Estrada, who was convicted last month of corruption charges, her spokesman said on Thursday.

WHAT THE FUCK???

Read entire article here.

But I calm myself. I don't want to even get started anymore. It seems useless to rant and rave about the political system. I'd rather act.

Hindi ko maiwasang itanong sa hangin: nasaan ang hustisya? Ano pa ang silbi ng Edsa Dos?

off with her head.

2007-10-23T22:31:00.001-07:00

Fuck bananas. I NEED some Sonja's now!!

*pic stolen from Kikismall's multiply. Thanks bitch!♥

video.

2007-10-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

May I plug the band of the year? :D INTWODAYS SUPPORT! TELL YOUR FAMILY FRIENDS LOVERS PETS TO WATCH IT! Game!

Add them in MySpace. Add them in Multiply. Join their YGroups! Check out their purevolume and hear their music! Theyma be the next Calla Lily, trust me. HAHAHAHA Kidding :)

yoinked from kikibig.

2007-10-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

1.What do you think of ligaw?
- I think it's over valued. I don't agree with 'I must win her heart' thingamajigjig. It's more important for me to get to know a person and not try to impress her [or him] in the process. Wait. I think I don't know what ligaw is in the first place. Isn't ligaw making pasikat giving the woman [or man] flowers and chocolates to make her [or him] kilig? I'm like yaknow so conyo.

2.Do you believe that friends can be lovers, but past lovers can never be friends?
- It depends on the people involved sooo.. No, I don't think I believe in that.

3.Do you believe that you can learn to love someone kahit hindi mo talaga sya mahal?
- Kung hindi mo talaga mahal, why would you even try to learn to love him/her? Hindi mo na nga talaga mahal eh. Definite na? What a weird question.

4.Who is your ideal partner?
- Brandon Boyd oh god he's so hot and he seems so sensitive and romantic ahhhhhh ♥♥♥. I wish.

5. Have you met your soulmate?
- I'd like to think so ;)

6.Is it true na ang love nawawala o nababawasan lang?
- Huh? What? What are you trying to say? Fragment consider revising. But I say false.

7.Have you really let go of someone?
- Whoever can do that is a hollow block. I am a hollow block.

8.Are you always serious when it comes to relationships?
- No, of course not but I do want all kinds of relationships I have to last long like pansit yay for friendlies!:)

9.Which one do you prefer, friendship or relationship?
- Friendship.

10.Why?
- Well, I think friendship runs deeper than any relationship with a lover.

11.Have you fallen inlove with your bestfriend?
- Yes *now hides behind a coconut tree*

12.Have you fallen in love with someone you regret on loving?
- No.

13.If yes, why do you regret?
- Blah.

14.Are you in a serious/fling relationship right now or just single?
- I think so haha.

15.Are you a player?
- No.

16.Are you serious with your relationship?
- Yes:)

17.Are you a martyr?
- No.

18.Do you believe in marriage first before living in or vice-versa?
- The influence of America slowly consumes me. I believe in marriage first, but living in before getting married is now also acceptable to me [just as long as you do get married after like a week haha]. But personally, I'd like to get married first :)

19.Why?
- So you can get committed formally under the law of God whut!:D I don't know, I don't completely understand the concept of marriage. Tradition just got the better of me.

20.Are you going to say 'yes' or a 'no,no,no' sa live in?
- Nonono.

21.Do you look ahead to your future or do you look behind to your past?
- Look ahead.

22.Why do you think most relationships dont last?
- People jump into relationships too fast.

23.Do you really think love can conquer all?
- Now isn't that a lovely thought?

24.Do you want to love again?
- I am lovin' baby.

25.Are you falling in love with someone right now?
- Everyday. Cheeeesy:p

fond of surveys now.

2007-10-19T01:11:00.000-07:00

50 Questions is actually only 36 Questions.

1. Are you into anyone?
-- Yes.

2. Did you kiss anyone this past summer?
-- Yes:(

3. Who was the last friend in your room?
-- In my room? As in the bedroom I have in my house? NOBODY. I don't have any friends :D

5. How's your ex doing?
-- Ex is non-ex.

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
-- Pacquiao. Imma punch your nose.

7. What shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place?
-- OMG HUHUHUHU this question sucks. I was wearing a peach blouse. *tear :'(

8. Song playing right now?
-- None.

9. What are you doing tomorrow?
-- Working.

11. What's annoying you right now?
-- Dandruff! ARGH.

13. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
-- Yes. Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Minds. Didn't understand the movie, and fell asleep halfway. Maybe that's why I didn't understand it.

15. Do you have your license?
-- No.

16. Are you tired?
-- No. Didn't do anything today:)

17. Who will you be with today/tonight?
-- Wish you were here my beautiful friends :(

18. What does your last text message in your inbox say?
-- 'Halika kamutin natin :D' hahaha.

19. What color is the shirt you are wearing?
-- Asul.

21. Last person to call you?
-- My father.

23. Does your family own any mansions?
-- Yes, the playboy mansion.

24. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?
-- Yes. I burned my hand a couple of times in the same spot *_*

25. Where were you at noon yesterday?
-- In my bed, sleeping.

27. Have you been outside of the U.S.?
-- Yes?

28. The last comment you received was from?
-- Marla.

32. Do you wear any jewelry?
-- Yes.

33. Next vacation you're going on?
-- I'm on a vacation [if you call this a vacation]. I'm going back home on April :)

34. Do you have any piercings?
-- Yes.

36. Who did you last hug/hugged you?
-- Goodness. It has been 6months already since my last hug.

38. Where do you work?
-- In school, and in the mall.

39. Who was your last 'hook up'?
-- I don't hook up for goodness sake.

41. Do you love anyone?
-- Yes.

42. Do you have any siblings?
-- Yes. No.

43. What's your fav. breed of dog?
-- Chowchow :)

45. Do you find yourself loved?
-- Yes.

46. Last time you were out of your mind drunk?
-- April 23 or 24 methinks.

47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
-- Banyo.

48. What's the closest blue object to you?
-- My clothes.

49. What is your natural hair color?
-- Jet black.

50. What are you excited for?
-- Homage, baby!

watermelon seeds.

2007-10-19T00:04:00.000-07:00

If you had the chance to be whatever you wanted, what would you want to be when you grow up? If you don't think about the money you will earn, the time you will spend in school, the future. What is it that you dream to be? It's such a hard question! Well, at least for me because I don't think I have one. Shoot.

furrywhiskas.

2007-10-18T17:34:00.000-07:00

Darn.
I also miss Hammie and Hammie :(

:(|).

2007-10-18T12:14:00.000-07:00

BANANAS ROCKS.

Don't you agree?

I realized yesterday that I love bananas. You see, there were so many kinds of bananas back in Bicol [or in the Philippines, in fact]. My favorite ones were the longish bananas that were orangey inside and the short plump ones that was whiteish inside. Yummy. I used to feed Fernando Jose and Rosalinda, my birds, with the short plump bananas. I used to neglect bananas before. We had so much of them at home that some of them just sit on a bowl and slowly rot. Now, omegad, I think I would kill to eat sweet and soft bananas. I think I would really kill for some saba [the kind of banana that you put in nilaga or you make sweetened banana and make saba con yelo or you can just fry it. It's not that sweet but is really good oh my goshness].

I miss bananas!

I want variety! There's only ONE kind of banana here. I don't know if there really is JUST ONE kind of banana here but I haven't met any other kind of banana except for Mr Plantain. I don't like Mr Plantain at all. He is hard. I need to use knife and fork just to eat him! What kind of banana is that.

Believe me, I really would kill for a good banana.

I'm such a monkey.

try it free.

2007-10-17T14:08:00.000-07:00

AHHH Spice Girls♥ Read news here.

I'm excited!!

New album yay! :D :D :D

vera wang.

2007-10-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

A few days ago my father told me that he watched this really good film called A Little Princess. He has forgotten that he bought me a tape of the movie when I was a kid. And I'm watching it now. I've been anticipating the movie since Sunday whoopee! I have forgotten how much I loved this movie. And apparently I still love it now yay :) My cousins and I used to imitate the scenes. I used to make a circle in our bedroom floor, just like Sarah did, to make me feel safe whenever my mother would scold me.

I have completely forgotten how I once wanted to be just like Sarah. She was infectiously kind-hearted and good. Ohmy. It reminds me so much of my forgotten childhood: the magic, the stories, the fairy tales, the imagination and the make-believe. Wonderful, wonderful. I hope I never get tired of fairy tales.

And the movie still gives me the same warm cozy feeling. I still feel like crying at the same scenes [plus a good two or three more scenes added heehee]. I love it i love it i love it.

I can watch this film over and over. It's timeless. It's wonderful. Everyone should watch it! And everyone should make their kids watch it so they can make their kids watch it and their kids' kids watch it and.. Yeah.